hullo. i'm Jess. but call me jessamonster.
i think i'm bipolar so... yeah i'm different.
i've got depression. i deal with it.
i am obsessed with Sweeney Todd.
it is my all time favorite movie besides The Crow.
do not label me. i yam what i yam. you got a problem with it?
you can go to hell x]
you wanna talk to me?
i've got AiM.
xmassivehysteria
is me.
i'm on almost all the time.
i have a myspace.
i'm on it waaaay more.
http://www.myspace.com/xxbitemarksxx
Check out my profile if you want.
i write poems and stories.
those are in my other world though.
i'm fairly random so if i say something odd...
DON'T BE OFFENDED.
happy day to you.

and i feel... and i feel like heaven's so far away...

i love Jack Barakat from {All Time Low}

=jessamonster+
~I like to watch the puddles gather rain-

iT'S POiNTLESS.

i'm having problems again...
Mer.
whatever.

+Kyra-
~depressed && dead**

TOGETHER WE WiLL FALL LiKE ANGELS.

i'm over those idiotic boys.
hah.
no longer like any of them.
THANK GOD.

anyways.
i love how
the only one who comments
is Asphxiated.
i know you're having a hard time lately Frownz.
i hope you'll be okay.

i'm oddly curious to find out what the hell happened to everyone else who actually used to comment on my posts.

whatever.
i could hardly care.
it's not like...
i'm anyone interesting to listen to babble on.
hah....

i've been kinda...
depressed lately...
*sigh*...

the Nazi keeps talking about getting married.
i keep yelling at her.
she keeps yelling at me.
same old. same old.
but it just seems like to me...
that...
everything is falling.
falling downward.
and falling hard.

i'm getting really ignored at school more.
even my friend is kinda... like
going toward these other kids.
my other friend too.
i have this feeling that...
i won't have any of the friends i made
after summer is over.

hopefully i'll still have Kelly.
she's the only one i've got right now.

no one talks to me.
not anymore.
none of those idiots back at my old school.
it's like...
they really forgot about me.
like i'm...
damn
worthless.

damn i hate everything.
everything is pointless.
fuck the world because
it obviously hates me.

+Kyra-
~Earth is full. Go home.**

WE WATCHED ZOMBiES EAT PEOPLE. iT WAS GREAT.

¡holá!

x]

there i go using spanish again xPP

anyways...

Narnia was amazing :]
quite a tad more violent than the first one i must say.
but it was still just as good. x]

letsss seee.....

OH!

meh mom got me Warp Tour tickets!!!!!!
*runs in circles screaming with excitment*
=DDDD
i can't believe it!
i'm so amazed that she got me them :]

hmm......
should go practice guitar
and do my homework.
or my mom will kill me or something. xP

lator gators

+Kyra-
~Kill me again. i dare you**

HE LOVES ME NOT.

i had my first guitar lesson yesterday!!!
woot! x]
it was freakin SWEET! x3
my instructer is madly in love with batman and so am i so it just works.
kinda like a fat lady and cats. it just works, you know?
xD

sorry...
i don't know what to say.
it's just one of those days again.

might see Narnia this weekend.
looked pretty good in the previews.
i saw the first one a while back.
amazing :]

i dunno.
i'll talk to you guys later

lator gators

+Kyra-
~never wanted to dance with nobody not you**

iT'S JUST ONE MASSiVE BLUR iNSiDE OUR HEADS.

well camping wasn't TOO bad i guess.

of course the Nazi spent the whole time with Hitler.

XP

but i got to go fishing and some other stuff.

*shrugs*

i'm beinging to hate him.
that moron.
obviously he LOVES hanging out with that whore...
damn him!

she's got a boyfriend
YET
she's always acting as if she doesn't have one!
it doesn't make sense!

what kind of friend tells one person he hates the girl but then yet tells the other friend that she's alright?!?!?!!
what in the heck...

well that dirty whore can go to hell
right by his side.
because
i am FED UP with him and her.
they can die together or
SOMETHiNG!

whatever.
i'm just so sick of them all.

sometimes...
i really just want to crawl under a rock and hide.

so. whatever.
people are idiots.

lator gators.

+Kyra-
~Who lives with a Nazi? i do! i do!**