I world for ranting, for letting out negative feelings.

Great....just great

So everything was fine a few hours ago (besides a lack of sleep and slight pain in my ear)....but now something craptastic happened and its all my fault...T_T I swear I just cant win.

So a while back I paid one of our bills online and set it for the correct date. No problem right? the 24th. That's still a few days away. Well they decided they wanted it early and took it out TODAY and now we have a $50.70 overdraw....its early. They've NEVER taken it out early before and now my husband and my mother in laws upset with me because I paid the bill that gave us an overdraw.

To top it off, I managed to fall asleep earlier and had the most depressing dream ever. I believe I've mentioned the whole ordeal I've had with my off line friends at least once or twice. My two best friends from NC just up and decided to stop talking to me and ignore me when I text or write them on facebook. Normally I wouldn't be to bothered because I know they are busy with life. That can slide. I totally understand. But I finally hear from one of them and its a snarky comment like "You haven't contacted me in forever. I've wrote you tons of times." or "oh sorry I never got your texts....heres our last facebook message." and they accidentally left a time stamp in there from a message I sent them but deleted the message -_-

Anyway the dream was about them coming over and hanging out but acting stand offish. When I confront them about it they say "of well you're a bitch, we hate you, and heres why..." then they go off on this long list of crap, walk out my front door, yell "f*** you!" out their car windows and drive away after purposely trying to hit my cat Goku....I wake up thinking "well damn that's depressing..." then my husband calls about the bill thing...so yeah....todays not off to a good start.

Which yaay...update it looks like this whole bill thing is my fault. I looked through the email they sent me as a conformation and I got the friggin date wrong. Yay. Me. I'm gonna put the dogs in and go clean the house to clear my head...maybe blast some music while doing so.

....Edward I feel your pain

So my husband reminded me of something annoying that happened the other day T_T
We went to the movies right? Nothing annoying or upsetting there. we go to get the tickets, and the guy asks if we needed 2 adults and a child ticket -_- because I'm short...I'm not a child I'm 22 dammit! =/ I'm not really short you know =p you Zeus damn tall people are just above average height.

Anyway yeah v.v this isn't the first time this has happened either...the first date my husband and I ever went on the waitress asked if he wanted a childs menu for his "little sister" T_T I'm not his little sister dammit....I'm not a child, I'm not short, I'm not a tiny girlish pipsqueak!!! So pffffft! >:P

-sighs- sorry guys I needed to rant a bit v.v;; its not east being average height

Dog rant

-sighs- Ok I just need to rant a bit and get something off my chest...

Both dogs have drove me crazy all day today. Maybe its my fault because they can tell I don't have much experience with the canine race...idk but todays just been one thing after the other with them.
-sighs again-

First the pitbull rips up the blanket on the couch to eat the white fluff cushion and ripped half of it almost completely off while I went to get the cocker outside. -_- I left for maybe...maybe 30 seconds to grab him and bring him back in. So I had to fix that after I put her back in her kennel.

Then my husband called and said he was leaving work to come get me so we could run some errands. No harm done. I didn't mind getting out of the house. It's nice even if it is just running errands you know? Well we go pick up dog food and I managed to talk him into going to the petstore so I could see all the baby animals because that always makes me feel better. I had a lot of fun. I tlked to a kitten for a while and played with a Chihuahua through the glass.

Then we get home and the cocker is covered from head to toe in number 1 and number 2. -_- this isn't a rare thing either. He does this a lot. But it bothered me today because I had JUST finished scrubbing the floors. I swear EVERY SINGLE TIME I scrub the floors he does this and I have to do them again after I clean his kennel and give him a bath.

The ironic thing is once we got back to the car my husband asked me why I didn't jump at the chance to get a chihuahua when he first offered to get me a pet. I explained that although I think it's a very cute breed, I'm not comfortable around dogs yet. I haven't had much experience with them and I can't say I have a good taste for them at this point. (something you have to keep in mind is although I had a dog when I was little she was an outside dog and I was a frail child. I couldn't go outside without getting sick and staying in bed for weeks. That's why I bonded more with cats. The only animal that was allowed inside.)

Once we get that out of the way, we let the pitbull pup out and...she eats the couch again >.< so yeah....its been doggie hell today and I can't say I want a dog of my own anytime soon if ever....so I think I'm going to get a fish or something.

Bad news...

Mood: Upset...worried

Today started out very nice...but then things took a turn for the worse. My husband lost his job out of no where today. He walked into the house and came to me crying...he flopped down on me with his head against my chest crying....I wasn't sure what was wrong until he finally said he lost his job.... Jonathan his boss said "oh things aren't working out with you, you don't know how to use most of our programs so we're letting you go." When before he hired my husband to do the front end of the websites for him only. He wasn't supposed to work the back end, they said he didn't need to know java, and no he lost his job....after he was promised a position there....I'm worried about my husband because he loved that job....and pissed because of how this happened....we might have to move out of the area for him to get a computer job again....I'm going to stay close to my husband for a while and try to cheer him up.