Today is far from lovely...the basement flooded, the pluming is sooo backed up even draino can't fix it, and now to put the icing on this smelly pile of a cake the down stairs toilet constantly leaks and has a chunk missing! I friggin chunk! In order to fix the pipes we have to cut up the kitchen floor and Allstate says if we don't get the external damage to the house fixed they're dropping our house insurance. Hello trust issues, how are you?

I've always had a bit of a problem with trusting people because I've been lied to and stepped on so much...but this...this is REALLY getting under my skin. I'm just about fed up with this shit just constantly piling up. I feel like if I don't calm down soon, I'm going to explode in a fit of rage and strangle the person closet to me. -takes a deep breath and tries to calm down- Sorry about this...I've been ranting here so much more then I should lately but...I really can't help it. Maybe it's because this is my uber emotional week idk but I've just about had it! He just sat there through closing and said "yeah everything's in working order. Nothings broken." -tries very very hard not to punch nearest wall- I think...I"m going to go clean or somrthing so I don't break anything...