I'm sorry I've ranted, whined, and flat out bitched up a storm on here lately but I really need to let some of the negative energy out. I feel like my blood is boiling just under the surface of my skin. I know I shouldn't let things get to me the way this house has but I'm at my limit here...I'm not sleeping, I'm getting headaches so frequent its like they never stop, and all this negative energy the dogs can sense so they stick to me like glue. I gets so bad I snap at them for worrying about me and I know that's wrong, I really do but constantly tripping over them while I'm cleaning up water in the kitchen floor is a bit much.

It turns out the pipes are frozen. The washer, kitchen sink, and dishwasher are all connected to each other and to the frozen drain outside on the back porch. Which after looking into it, apparently that is illegal. Also the draining system itself is running in reverse! Who in their right friggin mind would run them in reverse? Is it just me or is that just unprofessional??? I mean really...finding saw blades and Popsicle sticks in the trap was bad enough but this...-repeatedly hits head against table lightly-....I swear a monkey could have done a better job with the plumping in this house.

Let's not forget the furnace needs a new filter as well. Apparently its completely black. That can't be good for our lungs...much less my mother in law's lungs. She has a hard time with respiratory problems as it is. The bottom of the sink is rotted out and covered in black mold, so that's not healthy either....then I don't know if I told you guys about this or not but the toilet down stairs was missing a whole chunk out of the tank causing a massive leak...we had to take the toilet out but couldn't replace it till the next morning...which means the whole house smelled like raw sewage....and sadly i still does because we can't get rid of the smell even after we replaced the toilet. I feel so up tight and tense right now I bet I could turn coal into a diamond in three minutes...

-sighs and takes a bite of poptart- Because of this whole mess I'm just now eating breakfast and its...-looks at clock- 1:53pm. Theres another guy coming around five to check the electricity in the kitchen because the fan sizzles when you turn the light on. Sooo yeah....I'm not feeling as happy about this house as I was around the beginning of the month....god I need a hooka right now...not for drugs just for the flavored herbs to help calm my nerves. I feel like Lestat looked after Claudia tried to kill him...-rests head on table- I think I'm going to try and eat more then wash clothes or something...I may be on later I may not...hell at this point I should probably do lay down. I don't know we'll see...Again guys I'm really sorry about doing this again...I just need to let this out so I don't explode into little Usa chunks all over the living room walls.

I hope everyone has an awesome stress free day today. Have some fun too

Black Lady