I dont mean to complain or whine but Ive been delt a pretty shitty hand lately....not even lately just this past year. I get a job. Thats great. I get an admin thats got tps, ignores you and talks over you to your boss like a child. Thats bad. Almost lose said job before it starts because of parents. thats bad. Get in touch with off line friends again. Thats good. Find out they resent me for having a long term relationship and stop talking me again. Thats bad. Its our seven year annaversary. Thats good. Work tries to make me do a double that night. Thats bad. Get out of double. Thats good. Dog gets sick and we cant do out anyway. Thats bad. Then throw in chest pain, getting sick, spraining wrist, not healing and Okami getting sick and yeah....if I didnt have bad luck Id have none at all. Im just feeling...I dont know defeated I guess? I mean have you ever put on a mask to hide how you felt only to feel it cracking with everything weighing down on you? Like I said my eye patch is slipping....so you know what? Its time I stacked the deck. Screw this shitty hand Im going to get a better one!