To many things have been going on and all at the same time.. I'm driving myself up a wall with tears in my eyes but never, and yet always, see the end of it. I don't know what to say, I don't know what to feel. I don't even see why the fuck I'm typing on this damn thing because no one will read it anyway. At this point I just want to say fuck this, fuck that, and fuck everything and everyone! I was so fucking happy because today was my last day of school and I get to silly string one of my teachers then I'm blind sighted by things I didn't even know that where going on! It's not fair! Then I get taken advantaged after it when I was done cying and trying to ---! What the fuck! God I just want to move from this God for saken place but that won't change all my problems. I'm at the point on where I don't care that my friends are here I just want out. Do you hear me? O-U-T! Like I said fuck this!