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I have another blog for an upcoming manga story(to lazy to start drawing)

BUT what ever.

That by the way is what i live by

Boys, High School, and so much more

Wow, This is going to be a LONG post just to let you guys know. So much has happened in the last THREE days than has happened in the last THREE YEARS.

Okay, SO Saturday I went to this conference thing with my C.A.P group (by the way C.A.P stands for Civil Air Patrol, we are the air force branch for the youth) Okay so I went to this confernece and there we did areospace presentations, ate a fancy dinner, snuck into the collage soroity party haha seriously we did. Okay, but there was this guy he was like 17 I swear and was totally hititng on me THE WHOLE FREAKEN DAY he followed me everywhere offered to carry my crap and even danced 15 FREAKEN DANCES with me at the after party thing. it was freaken annoying because when ever I didn't dance with him he got pissed off at the other guys danceing with me (cause I was on the dance floor the whole time.) finally at 2am we got home and I smelled like sweat and 14 diffrent colognes. Okay so I was seriously tired yesterday. But yesterday I had some freaken AWESOME NEWS my parents had gone on a "date" and when they got back they agreed to find a high school and let me attend it next fall YAHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....cause im home schooled at the moment. So wish me luck!

Anyway I feel inclined to tell you. My best friend is a Bi and she was coming onto me then when SHE got caught blamed it on me and now im gorunded go figure huh. So anyway Im not hanging out with her anymore. I feel alone caue there isno one to hang out with. BOO HOO So my life keeps taking up and down turns every friggin day. god I hope I can make it through life alright.
But before I leave. My mom and dad also agreed on and allowance!!!!!!!!! not much $6.00 and month but who cares!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY

Oh ya this is a random picture I feel like uplaoding. I editing one of my existing pictures now its black, gray and white YAY ME

Fanart Request thing!

Okay, I have a favor to ask whomever wants to do it! lol can you draw a girl that looks like this and a guy who is.....part aferican american with a small gottee and short hair....medium build and thats about it...either traditional style or anime style i don't care. PLEASE (btw the girl is me! YAY ME...and the guy is some person i just created...and my friends wanted to see a picture of us together...and im typeing with my left hand cause i broke my right wrist so i can't draw or nothing so if anyone could do that id be very happy)

So whatever

LOVE IS COMPLICATED.....
okay so i talked to my ex again today and he said he wanted me back and i slapped him and he slapped me back then started crying then he held me now i like him all over again

GAHH I CAN'T STAND THIS

Omg this is like poetry...(my look on life)

Life is very unexpected. It's the farthest thing from predictable. I hate when I lose someone or when a friendship fades. I cannot stand negative change, and that good things come to an end. But if it's meant to be, if it's fate, then I'm not going to fight it. Life moves on, and it doesn't just stop for you to tie your shoes; if you aren't ready for it to keep moving, you get left behind. This is the time in my life where I'm realizing who I am, who my true friends are, who's real and who's just putting on an act, and that I just need to have fun. You only go through highschool once, so cut the bullshit and drama, and just live it up. When I think, I scare myself...I think about anything and everything; good & bad. I have alot of insecurities no one knows about, and alot of things buzzing around in my head, putting myself down and thinking I'm not good enough to achieve something I want to do. But then I plaster it over, put a smile on if I need to, and say everything's fine. Because, my problems are mine, and yours are yours. I don't want sympathy, and I don't want to complain. But there are times when I do need to go to someone to talk. There's a lot more to me than just "cool myspace pictures" and being KelsieeLynn, I don't let myself get a big head, and I don't usually let myself accept compliments, or believe them. I don't know why exactly, but in the long run, I think it's better ? Because everyone has their strengths and weaknesses, no one's better than anyone. I think my biggest fear is time, and not having enough of it. I want to be successful, happy, and see things around the world that I've always wanted to see. I think everyoine feels this way. I want to find that "One Guy" that will just be there through it all, know everything about me, and all my flaws, and still love me. I want to be different, not like every other girl out there, but everyone tries TOO hard to be "unique", and then at some point, it becomes an act. So I'm just being myself. I don't care what people think of me anymore. Don't ask me why I chose to write evey little thing in my head down in an about me, but it was super hard doing this. Most of it came from my actual journal; or whatever you'd call it. Cool if you read, cool if you didn't :)

This id my look on life.

Holy Freaken Hell

you know sometimes it feels like The Otaky doesn't want my pictures to be uploaded....Well this is a realllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyy old picture i wanted to uplaod..from like a year ago...BUTTTTTTT first the O wouldn't take it becuase the file was BMP instead on JPEG so i changed that..NOW their saying the 'dimenshin' is to small....WTF is that anyway??????? can anyone help try to figure out how to change that?????