Okay, I know I keep saying this but truthfuly I LIE. Okay so no more promises to get on more..sorry!!

Well I would be on more but I'm being very depressed lately...In fact the only reason I'm wasting my time writng this down is because My life is so full of fucking lies that I can't tell what's reality or not. Seriously. Nobody may even read this blog/world and this may be my only escape from insanity. LORD HAVE MERCY ON THE SOULS OF THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE FUCKED UP MY LIFE. okay. Perhaps. the. beginning might surfice, No?

Well, Boy problems...let's make this as shorts as we possibly can. I met this guy, We go out for maybe three months..maybe four..he turns out to be a dick. He hits the road. Three months after the "break-up" I meet this new guy..Cute, Funny..I sorta tell him I like him..blows me off like a whore on a cock Sorry but that was a biit vulgar. Okay. So, A few weeks after that..guess who shows up on my doorstep begging to have me back. yup Dickhead #1 yay!!! haha I say no, move on in life slap a stupid smile on my stupid shitty face and deal with fucking life and all the fucking gags it throws at fucking me. (again sorry for the language but I'm pissed if i couldn't tell
:( ) Anyway. So We are "just friends" whoopie. so all's well for a few months when I get this CRAZY idea to pull a prank on my friends..so I "create" this guy (James Lopez) And pretend I know him and shit like that. well a friend of mine found out I was him and joined in on my little secret. Well she told everyone I was dating him so i had to play along (haha me and my stupid shitty pride) and now I'm stuck. I am soooo falling for Dickhead #1 again after a night a few days ago and haha stupid me..but Now i have to deal with Dick #3 (aka James-boy) and I'm so pissed of at my stupid horomones that I could fucking scream my fucking head off....So please bear with me on this little mishap in my fucked up life...Thank You