Hi @_@
My head is going to explode. I mean permanently explode. Earlier today and yesterday, it had a severe case of nuclear explosions.
Anywho, how's life for ya'll? For me... I'm just trying to deal with a friendship problem and the fact that I'm apparently not on one of my theO friend's best friend list. :'( Why am I like a magnet for friendship problems? I just attract them. Or maybe Karma wants to give me a harsh time. Maybe both.
As for my case of NE, it was caused by my messed up plans for August. This was my plan:
Aug 18 - CNE (It's an amusement park)
Aug 24 - Ward Island (I wanted to bike there)
Aug 25 - Niagara Falls and Buffalo (Shopping)
Aug 30, 31, Sep 1, 2 - NYC (To see attractions and shop and stuff)
What happened:
Aug 18: Rouge Beach (At least I biked there :T)
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Before then, I couldn't really go anywhere since I was fasting and the only places I went was the library, some store to buy my Eid dress, this mall to buy flats to go with my Eid dress, mosque, grocery stores, and different houses with my cousins on Eid (I have a post about that).
When I think of vacation, I think of going somewhere that's outside my city. I'm not even sure if going to NYC is going to work.
Parents: We're going to leave this Friday, no this Saturday. No this Friday NOOO this SATURDAY NOTHISFRIDAYSATURDAYFRIDAYSATURDAYOKWE'RENOTGOINGTOGOATALLNOWE'REGOINGTOGO ;OANE;OGEBLNEAWOLBNEABPONEMB NEOP;NBIOFREHEIA;BHAEOBNR'P NBN EJBPESA HBJPAE'JB HPAEJBHR;EH BESPOJHBRAEIHBRFIAHNJIORFJIRHBJIRHNIRGHNAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Me: ... ._.
I think we settled to go this Friday. But I'm not sure if we're going to go by bus and train, or by car and train. Or just car. This is why I'm getting headaches. And school starts on Sep 3; the day after we come back from NYC (if it's going to work). Yesterday, my mom's just like "It's going to rain this weekend, let's go to Pennsylvania instead." OHMY- DON'T GET ME STARTED.
This morning, my parents were talking on the phone with each other and they were discussing if my dad should take work off from Friday or not. So then they decided to take work off and go to NYC on Friday. A few minutes later, someone calls and left a message saying that my dad has an interview Friday morning.
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That was me smashing my head on the keyboard flipping out.
But my dad called the person and asked to make his interview next week so I think it's fine now. Karma is trolling meh. T___T I'll just have to see how everything turns out.
Ow... how do I get the keyboard imprint off my forehead?
~Ri-chan
Hi~
I saw this on Moka's world and I decided to repost it. This is what it said:
This is just an idea.
I've noticed that, when on a tablet or mobile device, using theOtaku.com is a lot more difficult than it should be. It is hard to touch some things such as links on world posts, it's hard to post on worlds, etc.
What i'm proposing is that theOtaku.com should go mobile. Basically, have a mobile version of the site where things can be accessed and uploaded easily from a phone or tablet as well as a computer. Maybe, if it's possible, there can be a theO downloadable app. I personally think that it's a marvelous idea.
I want as many people as possible to support this idea. Please. Share this post in your main worlds. Maybe even sign a petition. Thank you!
-Moka
I agree with this! It's really hard for me to post fan-art on mobile and I have to zoom in to see the links and UGH. So repost this in your worlds!
~Ri-chan
Hi~
Eid Mubarak! This post is 2 days late, fail. xP
For those of you who don't know, Eid is a day of celebration that happens at the end of the month of Ramadan; the month of fasting.
So, on Thursday, I woke up at around 6:45 and took a shower, dressed into some traditional clothes and went to the mosque with my parents to do the Eid prayer. Then when we were done and went outside, we saw my aunt, uncle, and cousin there! So we went to their house and ate some food. I was really sleepy because I slept at 2 in the morning the night before. When I went back home, I fell asleep for about 3 hours...
Then I woke up at 2 pm and 5 minutes later, M.H, M (my cousins, remember them?) and their parents came to pick me up to go to people's houses with them since they go out a lot. I put on a dress and I went.
We went to at least 6 different houses. I don't remember if I told you guys this, but there's this 7 year old named O who has a crush on me. o.o, I know, that's messed, but it's true. >.> We went to his house first and he has no idea that I was coming with M.H. O was downstairs and when he saw me come down, his jaw dropped. And then he hugged me. Or should I say, squeezed me to death. His arms were around my stomach (he's 7 so he's short of course)and I'm just like "Ow, ow stop I just ate ow" while M.H was giving me an "Awwww that's so cute" look. -.-
We went to some other houses and then we went to this house that I don't know and ate. o3o Me and M.H were on the balcony and then he took some tiny cherry looking things that were hanging on the stems of leaves from the trees and started throwing it. There was this person on a bike who was on the sidewalk and M started throwing the cherry thingys at the person. The person looked up at us. I yelled at M.H "You're gonna get us sued!!!!" and ran inside. xD
There was this other place we went to and there was this 8 year old kid who swears WAYYY more than I do. o.0 But me, him, M, and M.H were playing on the kid's dad's phone. We played Slender. I got 4 pages and then suddenly I couldn't move in the game and Slender got me *Freaked out* (To those people who don't know what Slender is, it's this game where you have to look around this forest to find 8 pages before Slender, this tall, no-faced person wearing a suit gets you). Then we went to the bathroom, locked the door, and started doing prank calls. XDDD It was so funny LOLL
The kid's apartment was 1 floor below where we were so we went there and played Slender on his laptop. We all screamed. And then we started watching videos.
Then I had to be dropped home cuz M.H and his family were going to stay at another place until 1 am and my aunt didn't want me to stay out late. -_-
At Eid, you get money too! In total for this Eid, I got $80.
So that was my day. .3. To all the people who celebrated Eid, how was your day?
~Ri-chan
P.S: This is one of my longest posts yet. O.O
EDIT: I forgot to tell you guys, M is M.H's younger brother. All the balcony and other stuff, I said I was with M. My mistake, I was hanging out with M.H, the cousin who's close to my age and who knows about T and has a crush on R and yeah. I corrected it now.
EDIT 2: I also forgot to mention that I went to this other house and I played Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2 on this person's xbox. M.H was just like "o.o Are you sure you want to play that...?" and I'm like "YES JUST BECAUSE I'M A GIRL DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T PLAY SHOOTING GAMES. =_____="
Hi. XD
I am so freaking bored!!! I wasn't planning to make one, but I made an ask.fm account. I saw that ChinaSan, mangaandanimelove, and SweeTea made one so I thought "Why not?"
As for the weird title, I meant "For the love of boring (me being really bored) cheese (random derp)! I made an ask.fm account cuz I have nothing else better to do." Yeah.
So click here to see my profile. :T And follow me and ask questions!
Let the derping begin!!
~Ri-chan
Btw, I think I'm obsessed with the word 'derp'
Hey...
I said before that I don't want to post anything sad but right now, I don't know what to do anymore.
Yesterday, I just randomly broke down. I have no idea why. I thought my depression came back. But I just felt like dying. I hated myself all over. Today when I look back at it, I have no clue why I felt that way and why I was having constant emotional breakdowns (it's been happening many times this summer). And this is the weird bit; I become depressed, then I'm happy, then I'm depressed again. That kind of sounds like I'm having mood swings, but it's not the same. Maybe it is or maybe I'm depressed. Maybe both.
I want to get rid of my depression but I don't know how. I don't know why I'm depressed. That's the problem. If I knew, I would focus on that thing that's making me depressed and think of some positive things that could come from it and how I could use that obstacle to help me in the future.
I want to know how I could find the source of my depression. Have you ever felt like I was? How did you overcome it? I don't want to fake my happiness anymore.
~Ri-chan
