Great just grand.
Wanna know why??
Because my friends not best friends planned my Life ruiner my big make my life a mess.
see why:
Arabella wanted to embarass the fudge outta Josh because supposably I like him.So theres a big plan to get me to dance with him.....Right?Sooo when Vanessa found out I was involved in this she wants to back out like a good friend should we've known eachother for 7 years straight.my 4 best friends in the world I'd die for are in this plan I feel so betrayed by them....but I feel that they had a purpose.Then Arabella told Vanessa to fight me.Vanessa told me this because Vanessa is my best friend.Soooo I'm being all nice and goody to Arabella when behind my back shes being a total B**** to me!!!So like tomarrow I'm going to disrespect her and only talk to Lauren,Kelsie,Katie,Kittylyn and Vanessa and be a total b**** to Arabella now.Forget hiding feelings for friendship I'm tired of her being a B**** soooo I'm going to start crying right infront of Kelsie about how Arabella is secretly planning to ruin my life right on the spot which will make me be more suicidal which would make me try more risky things which will make me be near death...Maybe if I came back in crutches she'd feel bad for it maybe if I came back bruised she'd listen.
See I'm going insane...
I'll break down crying tomarrow I bet....if I do I'll probably break in 2nd period.....Oh yay the joys of our Mother teacher getting me all out of my problems I'd love if she would help me in that......Maybe I'll ask her about it.....
~Amber
Help help!!!
Ello!!!
My Mother got in a arguement with My Father's new b**** girlfriend.See My Mother was getting my brother and I's stuff and that new B**** got mad about it... WTF?!Its my mother's,Brother's and I's fudging shiz!I mean shes got her rights to get our stuff.Right now I'm old enough to say who I want as my "Keeper" honestly My grandparents told me that I'd be better with them which I know but I love all 4 of 'em But when I told my class about my father's new girlfriend Bridgett S. looked at me if shes my new step sister I'm going to scream.Shes not the best step sister I could have.I mean if she is I'll be labeled as she is 
I almost broke my friendship with my friend because of this stupid guy Josh and I started crying when she wouldn't talk to me we made up after 5 minutes of fighting and we glared at Josh because he was tearing us apart and we've known eachother for 7 years.Since Kindergarden... I didn't go to Preschool....amazingly they wanted to hold me back for that in Kindergarden.....Now I'm in 6th grade being Me basically...My belt has fell down a total of 5 or 6 times today......D: when I was walking to throw something away it fell down so I started hopping around then pulled the belt up....Talk about awkward because there was dudes watching D: Soooo I almost fell.Then today at Lunch Kaitlynn poked my side you know where mostly its lumpers near your butt??She poked me there and I screamed this high pitchedish scream that sounded weird I got people to stare at our table...hehe then I poked her and made her scream a silentish scream XD this is what we do in lunch reminder we enjoy it too! Okay anyways back to the day someone broke my mechanical penceil which peed me off he repayed me with my own penceil D: WAAAAH!I also started yelling at my neighbour because he started me on the Bus spots for us and I was going to cuss him out but my Great Uncle was watching because he lives with my neighbour's grandmum NO RELATION AT ALL TO ME!!THANK YOU GOD!!!my neighbour is 2 years older then me when I was little I used to like him I got over that not a single love for him.Also I'm starting to get over Evan... I know weird....ALSO I'M GETTING ROMEO AND JULIET!!!! the book!!!AND I got rid of a guinea pig since we have 5 my friend wants a girl one she might call it Bugsy or Lulu XD HAHAH which I'm glad shes getting one XD
Byes!!
~Amber
Hecktic eh?
Ello!!!
Today was crappy....Earth day rules I wore neon green all most all of it Neon green :D But bad thing: Josh came up right in front of my lunch table and I needed to go throw away my pop when I came back to my table Kaitlynn stole my freaking spot soooo I started whining about it till she got out of my seat.Which was embarassing because he was watching every fudging move I made....D:< he was watching me...I bet if I went to the bathroom I'd find him right there...D:< which happened one time I was sick I went to the restroom with Kelsie because she was willing then we came out to find him waiting for him I called him a Idiot that day and I was about to cuss up a storm...I got cut today...with sissors....GAAAAH!Saturday is the dance I'm going....I might bring my camera..:D maaaybe if I can beg my grandpa enough and I might pick up Katie :D ask to go to Vanessa's too I saw Vanessa's dogie Dogi or what ever basically she called him Dog hes a Husky!!!!I saw him on her cell phone called my grandmum on the cell I LOVED HIM SOOOO MUCH!(Vanessa's doggie) Evan got a new puppy they named it Zeus :D HES A CUTIE PIE!!!!I don't think Evan likes me no more....D: Mckenzie turned Cammryn on me...Stupid Girl Mckenzie!I'm mad that Mckenzie turned Cammryn against me....Cammryn always sits with Mckenzie now....D:> I'm afraid Mckenzie will tell rumors then Cammryn will tell Evan and evan will tell his GF Savannah D:> Don't ask about her....if its the Savannah I know...thats 11 I'll be mad at her...I miss my bestie friend Ashley who had red hair she was my best friend and we were meant to be besties for eva!she had a Chucky doll which she said was possessed which I did too she burnt it XD HAHAHA we made up stories on the bus about Chucky and what he did to us on the bus XD when we saw red we whispered"Chucky got another one..."sadly XD we thought it was sooooo funneh!!!Also sub to XFallenGabreilX shes awesome :D Shes My Buddeh!!
byes!
~Amber
Rayna Bear
Spread your wings because your an angel...
that angel maybe caged but she'll break out one day..
and that glass cage will shatter to peices spreading little rainbows through her room.
What Did the Young Man Say Before He took you away On that fateful day says:
That suits you
Pictures of u pictures of me remind us all of what used to be says:
what?
What Did the Young Man Say Before He took you away On that fateful day says:
what you just wrote
Pictures of u pictures of me remind us all of what used to be says:
really??
What Did the Young Man Say Before He took you away On that fateful day says:
Yeah
she may hold a devil of emotion in her palm
her black orb glowing bright
at night she ponders of what light would be
What Did the Young Man Say Before He took you away On that fateful day says:
Are you writing these?
Pictures of u pictures of me remind us all of what used to be says:
yup
What Did the Young Man Say Before He took you away On that fateful day says:
Whoa.
What Did the Young Man Say Before He took you away On that fateful day says:
That last bit made me think of me
her heart aches to see what the world may show outside her home
her own days numbered by life
her life being close.her heart being so far
she seems lost in life but theres a reason to be trying to see the light one reason
her only peice of light her shiny orb of life
her orb holds one thing too good for those bad to touch other than her.
her orb holds what she'd die for.
Pictures of u pictures of me remind us all of what used to be says:
How was that love??
What Did the Young Man Say Before He took you away On that fateful day says:
... Amazing
Pictures of u pictures of me remind us all of what used to be says:
really??
What Did the Young Man Say Before He took you away On that fateful day says:
yeah
Pictures of u pictures of me remind us all of what used to be says:
I just thought it was not so great really...
What Did the Young Man Say Before He took you away On that fateful day says:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sBAoLoxJ32Q
What Did the Young Man Say Before He took you away On that fateful day says:
I Loved it
What Did the Young Man Say Before He took you away On that fateful day says:
And you were l king for a band , so there you go
What Did the Young Man Say Before He took you away On that fateful day says:
"She" is on
Pictures of u pictures of me remind us all of what used to be says:
Oh joy
What Did the Young Man Say Before He took you away On that fateful day says:
Yeah
Pictures of u pictures of me remind us all of what used to be says:
yay yay!
the angel and devil meet eachother in life
fall in love dearly no matter what they ever said no matter if they were light and dark
day and night they wanted to spend time talking to eachother
forbidden a bit like fruit yet neither cared
neither fussed
if one was to get hurt the other would fight for the other
each really dearly in love with the other
What Did the Young Man Say Before He took you away On that fateful day says:
Thats us
One cared for the other greatly the other cared for only that one even if they did not show
Pictures of u pictures of me remind us all of what used to be says:
*smiles*yup
What Did the Young Man Say Before He took you away On that fateful day says:
:)
One may have got wounded too much one day...
that one felt so alone so hurt so wounded though
the other was right there after her taking care of that one
making sure she was fine
the angel and devil were together even if god forbid it even if heaven turned to hell
they'd meet somewhere in between
the angel became fallen.she'd fallen in love with the devil even though she knew it was hard to tell the others
But she didn't care she was with the devil to the end of time
they each pushed and willed eachother to greatness
The Angel and Devil met somewhere in between and our together till the end of the world....
Uhhhh Friend written this to:
Troublesum Shika
I am the one that has Pictures of u pictures of me remind us all of what used to be....
XD
Ello!Hi!
God dang I swear that bloody boy will be a Man-Wh*** Wanna know who?Josh M. thats who hes dated cousins probably Bloody sisters!yet hes man-wh*** to be staring at me....D:> What the Bloody Hell!!!!I never signed up for some bloody bloke to stare at me!!!Bloody Hell I never knew I was sooo popular with the Blokes if I did I woulda said something but yet heres Bloody Blokes wanting me....grrrrr I'm bloody taken incase they haven't got the hint...And my love got kissed and confessed to yesterday D:> and thing is the bloody girl knows that my love is taken....D:> I really hate being away from my love my love is in Canada...I am in Ohio D:> don't worry don't much care about foot ball purposes so no worries...Bloody Hell I want to be with my love to tell everyone back off because my love is taken by me.....D:> I feel really bad not being with my love....I've been asked out by my Ex Boyfriend he came back with a snide remark about how I'm not dating the one I'm with....We want to be with eachother so much...if my love moves My love is moving to bloody Chaigo...(SP!?)yes I don't know how to write that bloody thing...Because my loves Mum wants to be there My bloody mum would move to England if she had the money...XD Most of my family is in England....I hope......XD Hahaha but I looked up my family's name looks like we all originated and Ireland :D WHOOOOO!
I'm Irish and english XD HEHEHE ;3
I KNEW I WAS FROM ENGLAND!!!
and Ireland....SWEET
My Great grandpa was from Ireland
and
my great grandmum was from England
:D WHOOO!
I love my Grandmum and Grandpa :D
Yes yes....There Bexxies Jessa you know my origin
they were having a fight about if I was English or if I was tennisian and Texian...
Weird I know XD
So now I can get that Kiss me I'm Irish shirt :D YAY!
XD Jk Jk
I might get it some other day :D
See the girl sleeping with the little doll??That would be me :D I was 9 there sheeeesh I was a cutie pie back then....My Grandpa got us with his bloody camera D:< You can see my Grandmum's Bum XD HEHHEHE :3
Byeeee!
~Amber
