This is Dingleberry our new cat. Shes almost 2 years old. Shes a brindle calico female Maine Coon Cat. Shes currently hiding under our counter.
My Fiancee/Boyfriend <3 He fell asleep on Skype! <3
HEHE!
Listening to: Schrei- Tokio Hotel (Scream)
Mood: Pissed
Time: 10:54 AM
So in better news my boyfriend/fiancee type deal might be coming up for Christmas and we're going to try to talk my grandparents into letting him stay the night <3 And his parents! <3 He can sleep in my bed and I'll get the couch or something... I have a feeling I might just wake up in my bed. XDDD But we're going to be good because my brother sleeps in my room too.. Its a bunk bed.. *coughs* But! I swear we'll be good! Dx Maybe...
Anyways the reason Im so pissed off right now is because my friend has a boyfriend thats friends with mine and they do absolutely nothing to see eachother, get everything they want and my boyfriend and I shed blood and worked our asses off to try to get the money then get let down because Everyone likes torturing us! I blew up at her the first time they saw eachother.. Because she went and whined about how fucking much she missed him and I almost back handed her and cussed saying: Shut your fucking mouth. At least you saw him.
Of course she cant be greatful for that and has to brag about seeing him! I mean she fucking knows how much it means to me that I want to meet CJ. Its been nearly 2 fucking years. Actually Ive known him for two and its about to be our two year anniversary. Ive wanted to meet him since two years ago! I WANT her to shut up about seeing her boyfriend. They do absolutely NOTHING. To get what they want. ITs handed to them for their precious stupid mouths to eat. Did I mention they had sex? You know when they had their first kiss she went and basically cheated on him HA. Imagine what its going to be like when she HAS sex with another GUY. HA!
I have one rule for sex well two for now. Condom and no Anal. Seriously. And shes all GRAWR NO SEX WITH ME IN ANYWAY EXCEPT NORMAL. NO CONDOM.
And her guy is going to drop out of school, run away with her AND... AND! Ruin their lives. At least my boyfriend has the decency to actually try and make something of himself for me and our future family! I have no plans for college yet because well its hard to define myself. I might go into drawing or Web Design. I bet it'll be Web Design because Im going to try to get into our Career Technology Center for Web Design and Computer Animation and Computer Reconstruction. Before I wanted to go be a grease monkey. XDDD
I hate people like that. I really honestly do. -w-;
SORRY FOR THE LONG ASS RANT.
Oh.. My New name on the world? Schrei Wolf- Cry or Scream Wolf. German
Schrei
Mood; Upset nearly in tears
Listening to: Coming Home by Alter Bridge
Time; 7:48 AM
I hate myself for who I am. I cant help a freaking soul in need.
My boyfriends brother and friend practically his brother needed me because he was in distress and said he was just fucking done with shit because I tried to help and I said I didnt know what to say.. Its not like I can help because he refuses me and only wants my boyfriend.
I'm afraid frightened, scared and upset, What am I supposed to do to make it better when I know nothing at all? I mean am I supposed to start crying and break down and call my sleeping boyfriend? He barely gets any sleep at night so I think not.
I hope I didnt let a soul die as a toll for that.
Anyways a song that I made for this:
From Another.
By: Amber Renea (Luci Athan)
You’re barely hanging on, but there’s always a silver lining as you fall keeping you up.
Doubt yourself and the line shall slack, keep the pace and it shall wait;
Don’t fall so far down you think you cant pick yourself oh so high;
Just remember there’s another from another that will never let you down.
I will never let you down, I will never let you down.
I can that silver line as it draws its way past you and into line.
Pick yourself off the frozen ground,
You never deserved this as you fell so far from above.
See the pain and confusion in your eyes,
I see the ghost of what used to be clutching you hand as you fell,
Never let you down, Never letting you down.
Remember there’s another from another that will never let you down.
Another from another..
You’re barely hanging on, but there’s always a silver lining as you fall keeping you up.
Doubt yourself and the line shall slack, keep the pace and it shall wait;
Don’t fall so far down you think you cant pick yourself oh so high;
Just remember there’s another from another that will never let you down.
From another, From Another, From Another.
I will never let you down, I will never let you down.
I can that silver line as it draws its way past you and into line.
Pick yourself off the frozen ground,
You never deserved this as you fell so far from above.
Another From Another…
Draco
Mood: Happy~
Time: 2:10PM
Listening to: All Over You- The Spill Canvas.
Lately Ive been sweeter with everyone.. Erhh not really but cuter and drawing more but I dont put anything up on here sooo that means you guys should add me to facebook! Erhhh.. I have a skype too. LuciAthan
Anyways alittle updating...
* Boyfriend and I are upset at our friends.
* I should be getting my promise ring & Axew Plushie.
* I might buy my boyfriend Entei box card set thingy.
* I might get a Slytherin Hoodie.
* Might make a Raichu Hoodie.
In other news.. I dont really know I had it figured out like an hour ago and it just went poof! Oh now I remember. I have to get my boyfriend a twenty dollar card boxset of pokemon. -w-; And give him most of my cards just so he is all set for Pokemon Card games. :3 Im fine with that.. I think... And give him my collectible Pokemon Figures Dx Fearow and Spearow go bye bye~ Im fine with that, I mean its not like I mess with them I barely know where they are. XDDDD
But I do get a vacation! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD August 15th. Dx RIGHT BEFORE SCHOOL I MEAN COME ON! REALLY!? REALLY!? *spasms*
AUGUST 6th IS MY BIRFDAY! :DDDDDDDDDDDD OH YEAH!
Uhhhh.. Im going to be gone August 3rd with my friend to the Fair. AND AND.. AUGUST 6th I get to go to a Amusement Park :DDDDDDDDDDD
RAWR!
Anyways TATA!~
DRACO
