*sighs*
I'm going to break down in school soon. I'm just going to throw a desk or something...
Well an update.. >w>
I stayed the night at my boyfriend's Saturday.. which was not a good thing, I got in trouble for it but it wasn't our fault, His mom wouldn't let him use the car and then preceded to scream at us for that. But Jackson (my little town) had a major power outage to find a 'hot spot' or whatever. And I'm deathly afraid of the dark..
So my boyfriend had to walk me around his house to go to the bathroom and keep me calm.. It's not really very fun.. he laughed at me half the time its not even for the right reasons.. >w>
But I feel childish for being afraid of the dark.. But for once I got a good sleep like everytime I stay at his house... I just like to sleep next to him.. It's really really really comfortable... >w>
Merr... I'm gonna just go now.
But I miss you guys!
I'm gonna try to get things figured out lol... >w>
~ Bloody
Hey you darlings.
How have you guys been?
I've been dealing and coping with so many different emotions lately... >w>
Its crazy! I've been fighting with my boyfriend left and right and I feel guilty but theres not much I can do.. I've been a crazy lady with mixed emotions.. >w>
It doesn't help that I believe my relationship is getting a little serious.. A little more everyday.. And that we are sexually active.. >w>; And we don't wear protection.. So there's always a chance we could have a little one on the way because we don't do that.. >w>; Which I wouldn't mind don't get me wrong... I think we'd make an adorable little baby... >w>; (He accidentally did things a day after my period.. Chances are high)
But he's not ready for a kid and I'm pretty much settled on a life.. I have a job already signed for me really and I can always do things here and there.. He doesn't.. He's got to go into college and get a good life or try to.. I couldn't possibly expect him to raise a child.. But he would.. He'd give up college for a year for that kid.. Most likely...
He really deserves better than me.. Or at least attempt better. .
I couldn't imagine what we'd do if we were expecting a baby.. We'd run around with our heads cut off probably.. XDDDD
Anyways.. I'm really having issues lately.. And I don't know what to do hardly... >w>
I hope you all are doing well dears!
<3
~ Bloody
I just wanted to leave some Kawaii things of me and my boyfriend on here <3
He looks like hes playing with the T-rex... XDDD
This is during Christmas and its adorable
This is my tattoo.. its an S... It's for my grandma.. xD
