Mood:a mixed mood.
listening to: Hate me by Blue October.
time: 5:40 PM.
Hey..
I realized how much i will never ever cry..
I should have cried today..Which i didnt I just laughed off a injury and lied and said im okay and everyone believed me...Thats the sad thing because I started to want to fight because of my injury
I grabbed this guy and held him up by his shirt scruff and told him to shut it or i would hurt him and I wasnt joking.
I should have beat him up for all this shit he does to make my life hell...
I do put up a fight a bad fight because I ached all over I kinda wasnt doing my best at fighting the guy but I still ache all over...
My grandmother says I might be coming down with the flu..And knowing me Im probably gonna get it then go bai bai probably.
Which means I wont achieve my dream and all my hopes and I wont get to hold my drug in my hands to confort and actually show how much i love my drug.
If anyone touches my drug I am gonna be ready for a fight..
So yeah..
Incase your wondering heres my drugs:
1.Christopher
2.Love
3.pop.
I dont want to lose my first drug..
We're really the same..
very much so..
But in other news my injury was a soccerball slamming into my face which I just laughed off then got really moody.
its just it sent something off withen me which wasnt the best thing for me..
it was the worst..
It set off all my dreams and hopes to die alittle inside..
as did I...
~Bloody
