sorry for my l9ong absence of posting and ect.

Bad news:
I might be single for a while.. Until we figure something out WE=CJ AND I.
We sort of got into a arguement of sorts where I told him I hated him sometimes he said that he wouldnt change the gamer side of him and he told me it was best if I left.. I told him I didnt want to leave and he said it was for the best since I hated part of him that part of me hated... I told him no because truth it may be I am attached to him. I do love him greatly as I type this my friend (best friend thats a guy besides CJ) Clay is watching to understand the situation. Its sort of sad if I must say because in all truth I do love him very very much and plan my life with him if only he would understand though because truthfully thats all I want him to understand despite the arguements and the disagreements, I do love him greatly and thats not a lie to my best friends. (Kelsie, Clay, Wilson and Austin (Austin be CJ's cousin..)) Oh well if it happens I will convince him otherwise I hope... I do love him and do not want to lose him at all. he also called me some words that Im not proud of. The B word in general because he meant it in a different way than I normally mean when Im calling myself it. I say more of the Dog term than anything else. which I didnt wear his necklaces today but am wearing the ring.. I dont feel right with them.. we said I love you when we got off the phone so Im so confused... And I also cried myself to sleep isnt that lovely? my pillow was wet and I didnt really like that yeah... Bleh.

More awkward news:
This 5th grader likes me for those fimilar with the term Woo-Hoo in Sims terms may know this.. This child likes me because of my butt its scary.. And he does we'll say want to do that which is scary.. And the only thing stopping the kid is the fact I have a boyfriend CJ.. Or might I dont know anymore.. Im just confused..

And I'm going to go now to be bored and maul over my mistakes as a person.. haha. Funny? No fine.

~ Sincerely A Confused,
Kit.