Mood; Upset nearly in tears
Listening to: Coming Home by Alter Bridge
Time; 7:48 AM
I hate myself for who I am. I cant help a freaking soul in need.
My boyfriends brother and friend practically his brother needed me because he was in distress and said he was just fucking done with shit because I tried to help and I said I didnt know what to say.. Its not like I can help because he refuses me and only wants my boyfriend.
I'm afraid frightened, scared and upset, What am I supposed to do to make it better when I know nothing at all? I mean am I supposed to start crying and break down and call my sleeping boyfriend? He barely gets any sleep at night so I think not.
I hope I didnt let a soul die as a toll for that.
Anyways a song that I made for this:
From Another.
By: Amber Renea (Luci Athan)
You’re barely hanging on, but there’s always a silver lining as you fall keeping you up.
Doubt yourself and the line shall slack, keep the pace and it shall wait;
Don’t fall so far down you think you cant pick yourself oh so high;
Just remember there’s another from another that will never let you down.
I will never let you down, I will never let you down.
I can that silver line as it draws its way past you and into line.
Pick yourself off the frozen ground,
You never deserved this as you fell so far from above.
See the pain and confusion in your eyes,
I see the ghost of what used to be clutching you hand as you fell,
Never let you down, Never letting you down.
Remember there’s another from another that will never let you down.
Another from another..
You’re barely hanging on, but there’s always a silver lining as you fall keeping you up.
Doubt yourself and the line shall slack, keep the pace and it shall wait;
Don’t fall so far down you think you cant pick yourself oh so high;
Just remember there’s another from another that will never let you down.
From another, From Another, From Another.
I will never let you down, I will never let you down.
I can that silver line as it draws its way past you and into line.
Pick yourself off the frozen ground,
You never deserved this as you fell so far from above.
Another From Another…
Draco
