Listening to: Schrei- Tokio Hotel (Scream)
Mood: Pissed
Time: 10:54 AM

So in better news my boyfriend/fiancee type deal might be coming up for Christmas and we're going to try to talk my grandparents into letting him stay the night <3 And his parents! <3 He can sleep in my bed and I'll get the couch or something... I have a feeling I might just wake up in my bed. XDDD But we're going to be good because my brother sleeps in my room too.. Its a bunk bed.. *coughs* But! I swear we'll be good! Dx Maybe...

Anyways the reason Im so pissed off right now is because my friend has a boyfriend thats friends with mine and they do absolutely nothing to see eachother, get everything they want and my boyfriend and I shed blood and worked our asses off to try to get the money then get let down because Everyone likes torturing us! I blew up at her the first time they saw eachother.. Because she went and whined about how fucking much she missed him and I almost back handed her and cussed saying: Shut your fucking mouth. At least you saw him.
Of course she cant be greatful for that and has to brag about seeing him! I mean she fucking knows how much it means to me that I want to meet CJ. Its been nearly 2 fucking years. Actually Ive known him for two and its about to be our two year anniversary. Ive wanted to meet him since two years ago! I WANT her to shut up about seeing her boyfriend. They do absolutely NOTHING. To get what they want. ITs handed to them for their precious stupid mouths to eat. Did I mention they had sex? You know when they had their first kiss she went and basically cheated on him HA. Imagine what its going to be like when she HAS sex with another GUY. HA!
I have one rule for sex well two for now. Condom and no Anal. Seriously. And shes all GRAWR NO SEX WITH ME IN ANYWAY EXCEPT NORMAL. NO CONDOM.
And her guy is going to drop out of school, run away with her AND... AND! Ruin their lives. At least my boyfriend has the decency to actually try and make something of himself for me and our future family! I have no plans for college yet because well its hard to define myself. I might go into drawing or Web Design. I bet it'll be Web Design because Im going to try to get into our Career Technology Center for Web Design and Computer Animation and Computer Reconstruction. Before I wanted to go be a grease monkey. XDDD
I hate people like that. I really honestly do. -w-;

SORRY FOR THE LONG ASS RANT.

Oh.. My New name on the world? Schrei Wolf- Cry or Scream Wolf. German

Schrei