Hey you darlings.
How have you guys been?
I've been dealing and coping with so many different emotions lately... >w>
Its crazy! I've been fighting with my boyfriend left and right and I feel guilty but theres not much I can do.. I've been a crazy lady with mixed emotions.. >w>
It doesn't help that I believe my relationship is getting a little serious.. A little more everyday.. And that we are sexually active.. >w>; And we don't wear protection.. So there's always a chance we could have a little one on the way because we don't do that.. >w>; Which I wouldn't mind don't get me wrong... I think we'd make an adorable little baby... >w>; (He accidentally did things a day after my period.. Chances are high)
But he's not ready for a kid and I'm pretty much settled on a life.. I have a job already signed for me really and I can always do things here and there.. He doesn't.. He's got to go into college and get a good life or try to.. I couldn't possibly expect him to raise a child.. But he would.. He'd give up college for a year for that kid.. Most likely...
He really deserves better than me.. Or at least attempt better. .
I couldn't imagine what we'd do if we were expecting a baby.. We'd run around with our heads cut off probably.. XDDDD
Anyways.. I'm really having issues lately.. And I don't know what to do hardly... >w>
I hope you all are doing well dears!
<3
~ Bloody
