Mood:sad
Listening to:my mind yell at me back and forth

Oh yay!Hi everyone My lifes so f***ed up *claps* to point well My grandpa went to buy me Twilight and the store was gone of them all they had was New Moon,Eclipse and Breaking Dawn so now I am here writting about My f***ed up life so nice right?its been f***ed up since I was born I have been now in a depressed state I can sit and stare at a wall all day and not move a muscle My life is F***ed up so much that I say about my parents are"I DON'T WANT TO GO TO MY STUPID MOTHER'S HOUSE THEN GO TO MY STUPID FATHER'S HOUSE"thats what I say if my grandma askes me to go to My mom and dad's houses both I hate them both If I crawled up and died in a corner they wouldn't notice a thing thats how much I think they care about me and thats how much my Life means to them they don't give a dang about me.people tell me I need a therapist and a guild for life and I need to take anger classes.I say Not I am just a young 12 year old girl that hates her F***ed up life and wishes her parents were gone and out of her emotions like they want her.I shall tonight crawl up in my bed and cry my eyes out and think about my whole f***ed up life and think about how I've been kicked when I'm sad and down in life.I think I need help *crys alittle*what can I do to make me happy?I was listening to Perfect by Simple plan and It sounded like I felt I was almost going to cry and grab my friend Katie's pair of sissors and cut my wrist

What should I do?

The card I carry is my life so bent and broken f***ed up and sad