Mood:happyish
Watching:Country music videos (For sum weird reason I am I don't like country much)

Hi everyone well I started the Twilight book and Holy Shizcakes I'm not far in it I am to page 12 I think XD well I read it in English class becuz I got my work done XD zero gaurdian I want you to know your the best in my time of need Thank You!and well I want A TEDDY BEAR AHHHHHHHHH Pwease can I have a teddy bear?*does puppy dog eyes* well lets see I still have no clue about this Travis guy and I was upstairs and ran down stairs to get to my locker and then I heard R.J tell sumone that a guy was his Bf and I said"WHAT THE HECK R.J?!"cuz I didn't know he was Gay then He said"I'm joking Amber"so I calmed a bit I am still on the edge Of wanted to be dead but well I won't yet I cried alot last night but I didn't cut myself and well I was biting my thumb like L cuz I do that alot before I knew Death note XD and My buddy My old friend Katlyn got mad at me for saying I Worshipped anime but I relised what I said and said"Well I don't Worship it I worship God"nice one I thought in my mind Gosh I am soo stupid I got mad and almost grabbed a pair of sissors I only have 2 friends cuz Katlyn and I are friends then Kitty and I are also but oh well and I am getting slow at art Projects cuz we're coloring a Color wheel and I got slow at it so I still am working on it man sooo here I am *sighs*WHY NOW live like you were dying that song makes me cry!It reminds me of my dad he soung that song to me when it came on the radio *crys hard*No!!!!

Why did you leave?I am sitting here crying a River without you