Hey guys, welcome to my world, which is called A Blue Colour Life...
A little about me:
I'm 24 years old.
I love to read, write, draw, watch anime, make wallpapers and just be here.
I'm in the final year of my master in English literature.
I have watched 100+ animes, and my favorites are bleach, Sakurasou no pet na kanojo, beyblade, K-ON! kaichou wa maid-sama, nodame cantabile, hyouka, Romeo x Juliet and kimi ni todoke, Hanasaku Iroha and etc.
I love making friends and I make them easily, but people take me for granted most of the time.
I have a talent in drawing and I write pretty well too.
My best friends on TheO are:TheDarkEclipse, nikkeh09, Soulanime14, Snowzi and Crimson-rose.
My exam result is about to be posted on the internet! And I am way beyond scared!!! My stomach is in absolute shambles, YIKES!!!!! *hides in a corner*
EDIT: I have got a B overall! I'm so sad 
I'm so sad, somebody has unsubbed me, and I don't know who, but whoever they are Idk what I did to them!
Currently watching Kimi to Bkou and Tonari no Kaibtusu-kun! And I'm in a bliss :D
Hey guys^^ I had two really weird dreams today early morning. I say say this because I woke woke at the end of both dreams.
The first dream was about my result. My result is on 27th this month and I'm really nervous about it because I messed up miserably last time and had to retake a paper this year as you guys know. Last time I scored 300 out of 550 marks which brings my grade to a C, which was really worse. So this time I worked really hard as you guys probably know, I kinda disturbed you guys alot during my exams :3. So I atleast hope for a B. So in my dream I see that I have scored 348 out of 550 marks which I think are really great and am cheering when I wake up. It was 8 in the morning and since I remembered my marks I used my phone's calcultor to take out the percentage. It came to a 63% and I was terribly disappointed! I suddenly felt sick but since I can never puke and I laid down and tried to sleep and I eventually did go to sleep and had the second dream.
So my second dream is that I'm at this party and it has gotten really late and there is a kid and a girl with me and my relaitves drop us all in the middle of a bazaar, which really does exist in my city except it was abit changed in my dream. IT is 2 30am and the whole city is awake. We stroll in the bazaa and look at things. We even let go of the kid by her own so that she can stop disturbing us and decide to window shop. The next thing I see is that I'm outside this book store which is a shelf outside and I start looking at the books there. I find the book, I've being looking for a while. I turn around looking for someone to tell me the price and this old man in a security guard uniform greets me and tells me the price. Unfortunately the price is too much and he tells me that I can have the book delievered to my house and I give him my address. After that, Idk how but its suddenly morning and the kid is with us and we are really thirsty so we go to this bakery. The baker assuming that we are strays gives us alot of popsicles and we come out of there really confused. We have walked a bit further when we locate this shop. The story of this hop is that we were the ones who gave it a name when it was new and the shopkeeper liked it so much that he kept it officially. When we go to that shop we see some gangsters type of men standing and the shopkeeper looking very despaerate. We ask him whats wrong but instead of him one of the gangester replies that he is dealing drugs with them. At this the shopkeeper positively starts to cry. We tell the gangesters to leave him alone, and surprisingly they do that and leave the shop. The shopkeeper tells us that b/c his store isn't selling much of icecream thats why he was dealing drugs, so we him our icecream and he thanks us and decides to sell them. Then we ask him for a place to stay and he takes us to his home and goes back to his shop. From there we call our parents and then I woke up and it was 10 in the morning...
Idk, why I shared these. But I kust wanted you guys to know :)
Happy reading guys and tc :)
I warn you guys, this is major sized ranting!
Everything feels, looks and finds it self bleak! My life is just wary and bleak...I'm literally stuck at home just waiting and wiating and going crazy! I'm mind is rotting and I feel the rot in my veins...*sighs* I'm a ball full of negativity...I feel like a zombie, you know very emo and stuff, just like this
LOL.
No, its not funny I suppose! I'm just really bored. Nothing satisfies me anymore...I think I should just get a life! Cause I sure as well don't have one. I should just stop thinking this way. I have a good life. There is not much money but we have our meals, I have a cellphone, a computer, a normal closet of clothes, and my own room. What else do I need? And sure I have my fair share of problems but life isn't as much unbearable...
I just don't have peace of mind. How can I achieve that?
