I warn you guys, this is major sized ranting!

Everything feels, looks and finds it self bleak! My life is just wary and bleak...I'm literally stuck at home just waiting and wiating and going crazy! I'm mind is rotting and I feel the rot in my veins...*sighs* I'm a ball full of negativity...I feel like a zombie, you know very emo and stuff, just like this

LOL.

No, its not funny I suppose! I'm just really bored. Nothing satisfies me anymore...I think I should just get a life! Cause I sure as well don't have one. I should just stop thinking this way. I have a good life. There is not much money but we have our meals, I have a cellphone, a computer, a normal closet of clothes, and my own room. What else do I need? And sure I have my fair share of problems but life isn't as much unbearable...

I just don't have peace of mind. How can I achieve that?