Hey guys...So, I'm not really good with people...I wonder why they always leave me behind, or they start to ignore me, or they just become awkward with me! I', NOT talking about anyone on TheO, just people in my real life...One moment they are rushing by my side, offering me friendship, helping me out, and gushing out all their stories to me. Then, all of a sudden, they start that BS with me...Seriously, I have learnt to live with it, but each time it hurts as much and I don't have any idea how to confront them or pursue them...I feel afraid of fights and conflict. Each time I get hurt more than I can imagine...

I wonder, why is it so necessary to have people around you?

Ugh, I'm so pathetic, a sad little person who has just too much time...My mind is literally a 'devil's workshop'...