Well, then! I need to know!

Hey guys,

I have been thinking, and I wasn't going to post this, but now I'm like, "what the heck?!" And doing it anyway...Its partially going to be a rant, and partially advice...

Ummm, where to begin? So, these days I have the flu which I get every winter, and thats nothing new, and everyone gets flu in the winter, right? But, putting the flu aside, I can say that I have fragile health and I seriously have no idea why that is. I do my fair share of work everyday, I eat properly for the post part and I eat alot of healthy stuff too, like cheese and fruits and stuff. The only two things I don't do are drink milk(too expensive) and drink water...

So, then why do I get dizzy easily and repeatedly and why am I so prone to aches? I get easily tired, I feel sleepy all the time, sometimes when I try opening jars and stuff my wrist easily sprains, when I draw my hand gets stiff and when do alot of dishes my neck starts to hurt like hell, and its a long list. And I have always noticed that my left side is affected most. I write with my left hand and stuff but all my pains are usually on the left side, isn't that weird?

And my family never takes my problems seriously. They always blame it on me, they have never taken me to a proper doctor for any of these things, even though I literally begged them when I was 15!

These days I'm facing multiple problems. But I think only one is worth discussing. Its been developing for sometime, but whenever I bend my left leg for a longer period the knee starts to pain alot. It was less pain at first, but now the pain has gotten sharper. Its on the side of the knee. I don't know what to do about it. I told my Dad and as usual he was like, you don't take your shitty vitamins so how will you get stronger? Seriously, guys these local, cheap as hell vitamins have not done my any good, I have been taking different types for years! So, what do you think guys, should I ask my Dad to take me to a proper doctor? There are alot of money issues, but its my knee we are talikng about! Knee problems are inherited in my Dad's side of family but they don't usually show until the latter part of life. And seriouslt, I'm too young foe this kind of stuff :P

And, regarding my title, I need to know if am I sick or not? If all this happens with me, am I ill or not? Everyone say that my problems are because of my weakness...And I do get better, but its always one thing or the other..Lol, I think I'll die soon :P I maybe Hypochondriac, lol...Idk, I seriously need some answers...

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