Hey Guys^^

SO, tomorrow is Monday! >.> Last week I went to college from Wednesday and got so damn tired but now I'll go from Monday and for six days straight! I have got to get my priorities straight! For me the problem is that the majority of the subjects that I'm studying are new or of no interest to me, so dealing with them is proving a but difficult for me. Its always been like that, and that's why I failed my Physics exam in the 11th grade. Over here all our teachers are terrifying us that if we fail, we'll loose so much that I feel a bit under pressure. On top of that they're saying that if we don't come even one day they'll deduct out of our all over marks, and I can't risk that either. Some how I don't feel happy or excited that I'll be learning something new tomorrow or that I'll be moving on. Its going to be the same dull day, where I'll study my least favorite subject of my course...Maybe I'm over-analyzing this. I always over-analyzing everything. I think we all have that habit, though.

Another problem started today. My knees are acting up really badly. I never went to the doctor for my left knee and now the same problem has started on my right knee. And we have to walk so much for all my classes. *sighs* AND, I forgot to tell you guys that knee ailments are inherited in the women in my family. My Grandmother's knees totally failed in the last 15 years of her life but she wouldn't get a knee transplant, the same problem occured with my aunt, but she got her knee transplant and is doing quite fine now. My Dad told me that my Grandmother's problem started when she was still in her late 20s. That makes me really worried! Well....>.> I don't know what to do...

I just have to be strong! REALLY STRONG!

The good thing is that my Dad is going to buy me new books^^ Two this week and the next two the week after that! :)

Good Night, guys!^^