Hey Guys,
It's been a while since I have ranted here, right? So, I'm going to rant today. And, the topic of my rant is, as usual, my parents. I mean I'm blessed to have them and everything but sometimes they do and say such hurtful things that, it deserves a rant!
Well, this month we have some extra money so we had decided to do some shopping and change some things around the house and we also planned on going out to eat(hadn't been out to eat in an year!!). Now, the problem is that I bought new joggers last month, we went to my favourite restaurant and I also bought a new school bag yesterday. Now my Dad keeps saying that he has spoiled me too much. I brought those joggers after 6 years, and the school bag after 2 years!!
But, today morning Dad crossed the limits. He had a picnic with his colleagues today and I forgot to charge the camera battery(we were so freaking busy yesterday!!), so he said that I don't follow his orders anymore because he has spoiled me too much!! At 6 in the morning that really, really hurt. I'd never say something like this to my child. My Dad is so uptight with money that it pains him to spend it on us. I mean it's alright to spend it on my mom, because she our step-mom and she has to be kept happy at all times. My brother and I have made countless compromises for the happiness of our parents, and even after that I don't deserve a bag and a pair of shoes..
It hurts sometimes, although I'm happy to make compromises for the sake of my family, I don't think I deserved these words.
So, I'm going to stop wishing for things. Just going to keep my trap shut. I do need some more things, but I'm not going to wish for them anymore. I'm happy with all I have. It's more than enough. So, just going to keep quiet. I'm going to stop complaining around home, I'm going to stop talking about the things I need and I'm just going to stop speaking out at all at home. It's better to keep quiet about everything. Silence is the only solution to everything.
I was acting too happy, too elated. It stops today. I don't deserve to be elated about something. Especially a material thing. After all, I should be happy with all I have, right? I'm already too blessed. I don't deserve more.
Here ends rant. Good night guys.^^
