well when i get bored i write stuff most of it happens to be poems and so i thought why not post them so here they are
P: people
O: of
E: emotionally
T: troubling
S: scars
those nights
the night is still the air is dead
nights like this fill my mind with dread
tonight i dare not sleep, tonight i pray:
my soul he'll keep
i close my eyes and nightmare appear,
my mind full of fear, things that creep and lurk,
grabbing at me with a jerk, hands come for me,
they rip and jab, they cut and string
in my mind, these things aren't real,
but pain my body claims to feel
my eyes snap open, wide with fear, i wipe my face
blood on my hands my heart begins to race
within mt sight are the dreaded things that haunt my nights
i close my eyes and say everything all right
i open them again, the room is dark, black as night
i hear them creeping, then crawling around me
the evil things i can't see, evil thing from my dreams
their hands grabbing me, this pain unreal, yet i feel
i kick scream and fight, their grip holds tight
my shout washed away in the cold dark night
I'm bleeding, crying and now i wish i was dying
my blood runs cold, my breathing stops, i lose my sight
i wake up screaming, starring into lights
and mommy standing over me saying are you all right
the next one i think is the best ever, but the funny thing is i laughed the whole time i was writing it, guess i'm just crazy like that
you
you took my heart and threw it to the ground
you scatter those pieces so they couldn't be found
from the moment you walked out the door
i felt i couldn't live anymore
you left me heartless cold and crying
now that you gone, i just lay there dying
i gave you my heart and you tore it apart
was that your plan right from the start?
you beat me senseless and yet i stayed
fist and feet against my face and gut
i only stayed because i loved you that much
i gave you the world, i gave all i could
you left me heartless, bleeding and dying
i want to say i hate you, but i would be lying
you gave me a smirk as you walked out the door
taking my heat, saying you didn't love me anymore
i should have seen it coming from the moment we met
they told me you were bad, that you would break me
what they said was true and now i'm broken because of you
you took my heart and threw it to the ground
you broke my heart and sent me spiraling down
now on to the love poems!!!!!!! its short and sweet
One Night
one night i lost my sight
i learned how the blind nem fight
one night i lost my ears now i know
how the death hear
one night i lost my tongue
it reminded me of when i was young
one night i lost my hands
i found for my friend i could not defend
that one night i spent with you
i realized i love you
Falling
i was up so high too high to see
saying that wont happen to me
i will never fall but that wasn't true
because now i find myself falling for you
i'm falling back to earth, your love has weighed me down
but now i'm truly happy ,with the joy i have found
i'm falling fast i can't stop now
i've fallen for that smile i've fallen for that voice
now i'm falling because, your love has weighed me down
down towards those eyes, down in to your arms
just catch me before i hit the ground
now here's the semi-suicidal that i enjoyed writing sooooooo much but i gots no name for it
the pain i feel is from emotion that never heal
the cuts on my arms are from memories that that scar
my heart is full of pain, its cold and hard
but the pain wasn't there from the start
slowly but surely like a work of art
now i see the big picture, i see my part
its me pointing a gun and me on the other side
this is the result of the pain i held inside
i say to myself you don't have to do this, there's another way
no there is no other way, i don't want to stay anymore
a shot is fired, screams and shouts ring out
my breathing flows, as more blood flows
the lights go out ant without a doubt i'm gone
good-bye i'm not here any more.............or so i thought
blinded by white light, i awake with loving eyes in my sight
this boy covered in blood, tear soaked eyes wouldn't stand by and let me die
he saved me i thought as a starred into his eyes. Why?
the boy leaned in close, he whispered i love you
to much to let you die please don't say good-bye
i smiles sweetly hugged him tight then said
good-bye is what i'll never say, from this point on i'm here to stay
*claps* yay!!! i love happy endings XD inspired my best friend in the whole world you know who you are and i love you
Shinobi
we are silent, we are quick
we are swift, we are deadly
in the night is where me rome
we know the shadows as our home
the sight of out weapons whisper death
we are ninjas , we are best
we don't sleep, we never rest
we live to kill, we die to save
we are ninja, these are our ways
our sight is sharp our nirves are steal
you may not see us but we are real
my super awesome ninja poem!!!!!! xDDDD
it doesn't hurt?
you say it doesn't hurt much
your skin bruised under his touch
you say he doesn't mean to hurt you
but everyday i see you beaten black & blue
i see your pain, i feel your heart ache
nothing but destruction in his wake, yet you stay
you say it doesn't hurt, he doesn't hit you hard
that's a big lie, i see your body covered in scars
he says he loves you, he says he cares
if he really did the scars would have never been there
he pushes you to the edge only to bring you back and do it again
i want to save from the man at your side
i'll take you a way, where the pain won't stay
i want to save you from being beaten black & blue
the friend i once knew now has died, thanks to the man at yous side
nothing left at all, your hollow in inside
let me save you before you truly die
Color
Flowers bloom all sorts of colors.
Rainbows in the sky,
wash awaly the gloom.
If these thing a beautiful?
I cannot say,
all i see are shades of grey.
The ocean blue,
that sparkle with life.
The snuset,
that holds man hues
all these things gorgues to you.
But what can i say?
It's juat another shade of grey
Day by day the gret get darker.
The sun so dim, the lights soon fade.
Left in darkness, no day just night.
And now i wish i see shades of grey.
umm well as you can see i kinda fail at spelling. but this is not all i have i will post more (if i can find them) and also please comment
