is it possible to be the best friends with someone who hates everything about themselves and not try to make themselves happy, and then you try your best to cheer them up even when you can't sport out your own feelings and then when you can't they put horns on you and say you're the bad guy because you don't care?

Is it possible to then hate their guts to the point were you want to vomit but still hope that they find a way to be happy no matter what?

this is why I wish I didn't try to make an effort to make friends in real life. But if I didn't she would have died.

Please guys, if you make friends with someone who is always making an effort to find ways to hate themselves, burn that bridge while it's still made of wood, because when you cement that shit, not even the strongest machine could break it.

Especially when it's really easy for someone to piss on your feelings.