last night, bits of my world crumbled and were destroyed.

my grandfather has entered the last stage of his life. we are watching him die.

i was kicked out of my university, and now i will not be returning to get schooling there.

this morning, i woke up and decided that while things have changed, i am not one to lay down and accept it. there are things i can't help, but are things that i can.

here it goes.