Brother, put your needles down.
The best thing for you is to leave this awful town.
Pretty soon, you'll have kids to feed.
If you see mother, tell her I can sing!
- Created By myxdeadxheart
o.o
Shameful
Take a look at me,
I am a cheap voice and tongue.
Words pour out of me,
Yet in a poetic way.
On an open canvas I'll pain my life,
Black and red.
I am shameful,
Please don't say I’m not.
Now before I die,
Open me up.
Take a look at my soul,
It's black and white.
It's misunderstood,
And so dead.
Take a closer look,
You'll find horrible thoughts.
I am shamefully broken inside,
Yet complete outside.
Burning passion unknown,
And worthless.
Life is a blur at times.
The pain may have killed me.
The truth is,
I'd give away my live at any price.
But I shall never,
For I am afraid of dying alone.
If love would save me right now,
I wouldn't be shameful....
Story of my life Dx
The Drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me!
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate!
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
You won't leave me alone!
Chisel my heart out of stone, I give in everytime.
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had
I can forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
I bet you laugh, at the thought of me
thinking for myself. (myself)
I bet you believe, that I'm better off
with you than someone else.
Your face arrives again, all hope
I had becomes surreal.
But under your covers more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips there's
more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on, I'll break you, my habit!
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can forget, the times when I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
I will save myself!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n6NgUWiU89M
One Love (song)
Im so bored and NOTHING has happened at all! I might go see a movie with Bay Bay. (She's like my twin but we're only friends lol).So Im going to post up this song cuz its so true!!!______________________________________________________________________________
When I wake, I see you
Lying there on the bathroom floor
With foam lips, a black kiss
Your dead hero and I miss
And will you, look so nice
We'll save the undead princess
I'm anxiously awaiting your arrival now
One love, in you're eyes now, look afraid
Beyond human aid
One love, in you're eyes now, look afraid
Beyond human aid
One love, in you're eyes now, look afraid
A demon, your ghost eyes
Watching me run through our lives
A soft look, in silence
Misery come and find us
Well don't try to stop me
I'm headed straight to hell down
I want you, I need you now
One love, in you're eyes now, look afraid
Beyond human aid
One love, in you're eyes now, look afraid
Beyond human aid
One love, in you're eyes now, look afraid
Beyond human aid
One love, in you're eyes now, look afraid
Beyond human aid
Your last night, you were here
Your words were so meaning full
With reprise and suffer
I thought your ruse were so fake
One love, in you're eyes now, look afraid
Beyond human aid
One love, in you're eyes now, look afraid
Beyond human aid
One love, in you're eyes now, look afraid
Beyond human aid
One love, in her eyes now, look afraid
Beyond human aid
One love, in her eyes
Beyond human aid
One love, in her eyes
Beyond human aid
Ahhh Man,One Of myy fav singers is in...JAIL
Ugh.=[.One of myy favorite singers is Ronnie Radke.He went to Jail on the 19th.=[.He was caught tryying to sneck awayy from the police in Las Veg.He was going to court on a drug using thing.Now he is in Jail.Hopefullyy with a cell of his own.0_0.It sucks!T.T.Bloodyy tears.=].Okayy so me Bff Kenzi was Screaming Free Ronnie Radke!! At cars passing byy.Them we wrote it on our Arms and people thought theyy were real tats!I was like Sick,Now free Ronnie Or your a homo >___>.Lol.So now we have Petition that were making people sign to free Ronnie Radke!Were gonna bring it to myy Guitar lessons since theyy should Care about music people!Totallyyy =].So I hope a lot of people sing even though I dont think it will do anyy thing.=[.Myy friend thinks it will,well we will just have to wait and see.If it does free Ronnie then He owes us some Hugs.Mega hugs.=].Haha.Im still not sure its gonna work.=/.Well hopefullyy.We love Ronnie cuz he is just so funnyyy.He does a lot of things we do,Us we were kind of almost put in jail.Too young Adluts sitting down and drinking wine.0_o.Lol.Well byez!!!
~Call the angels, this razor blade was ment for me~
Im back!
Hello people im back!Who missed me?No one im guessing, Lol.So as you see, I was gone for a looong time.Things are...so-so now.im friends got in to another fight a while ago but I haven't heard from anyy of them in a while.So summer so far is reallyy boring, My Bff can't sleep over till sundayy.=[.Dad has work.=.So other then me and myy brother being reallyy bored its Okayy.Im listening to My Chemical Romance right now.=].Famous Last Words.=].I looove this song, Lol.Im soo weird.Im talknig to some of my friends online.Colleen,yewa I know I used to hate her but we're kinda friends now.And zack my somewhat annoying friend.Lol, He doesn't like mcr, =O.So heres an up-date on my friends life. Caleb is smoking pot with his ex emilyy so I don't reallyy talk to him much.Sam is getting drunk with all his buddies and is gonna drop out of school, So I haven't talked to him in a bit too.Flora is having a boring summer so not much to say about her.My other friends are at partys right now I bet.-_-.Sooo.....Its raining outside and I want to go to the beach some time this summer, But thats not gonna happen I think.=[.Myy aol radio wont work so I can't listen to anyy real good music.=[.Hmm.....Im listening to "I Miss You" Byy Blink 182.I love this song.I wrote the lyrics all up and down my arm, It looked reallyy cool!I know im ______________.Well anyy word you can think of would be nice.Oh yea be happyy im not dead, Cuz like im _________.Lol.well here is myy up-date enjoyy it, before I die!!!
~its Just a lyrical lie mind up in my mind......~
