*sigh* it's been more than 2 weeks since me and Tashia talked....I miss her so much im 'bout ready to cry. I wanna hear her voice again though i fear she's too brain washed by the devil she'll reject me. my heart feels so empty not seeing or hearing any trace of her. My head hurts juss from missing her but it can't be helped. I watch the movie Titanic every other day to think if me and Tashia were tht close. My eyes fill with the sparkling tears tht dont fall till i blink. "Maybe" i tell myself every time i see it. but i know one thing....My heart belongs to Tashia.