Here r some other reasons why jazz is bad, this was back in like march but i heard from my friend tashia tht they're going to a convention on my b-day. I was so excited i thought i'd be going,but jazz decited to replace me with someone who's already gone to the same convention. And on my b-day all i wanted to do was cry and not to mention as hard as this may seem for 12 strait years in a row something bad has always happend on my either 11th or 12th b-day i nearly got stuck by lightning i could tell cuzz when the bolt flew over my head all the hairs on my body stood strait up. And juss when i thought my b-day was gonna be a good one this happend. My guess is the reason y she didnt invite me was cuzz she knew i was the only one who could wake her up. And not to mention when they 1st started the relationship Jazz threatened to kill herself if she broke up so it sounds to me tht she forced tashia in the relationship. And as much as tashia says she loves jazz i think she's forcing herself to love Jazz. Since we call each other by death note names jazzes nickname is matt tashias is mello now i cant look at matt pics ever the same cuzz they remind my of jazz and how shes using tashia shes a year older than tashia so she knows how to do tht to her. She even made tashia have sex with her when tashia was 13. *sigh* my heart aches so much for her. plz can everyone find anything to help me? *gets on knees and begs* plz...