hey its been a long time since ive posted on this world well what im posting up with has nothin to do with jazz but my sister heres the story she was supposed to take me to borders to get some new books but when i told her to drive caefuly she smirked at me in an evil way tht i could tell wasnt good and i got too scared so she took me home and juss basicly dissed me so much i cried she called me a "big ass pussy" and kept saying "fuck u chad i could've been at 2 christmas parties but no im here with your srry ass!" i cried for about 30 minutes or so i juss felt completly worthless and this is my sister tht said this man im so shooken up *sigh* i have to keep myself from crying as i type this my mom says to apologize to her but i can picture her saying "its a little too late for apologies bitch!" then being punched in the face. so idk i juss feel sad