if you didn't already..read my 2nd to last post.
Erik's life is fucked up.
Joined a gang when he was eight years old (Juniors division)
FOURTEEN OF HIS FRIENDS HAVE DIIED!
he's done ALOT more than this.....but im not gana say.
and he LIKS ME...ME! so what the fuck?

'Everyday i wonder why he saw me............
when everyday a thousand other girls saw him"

He thinks that I'll judge him...LIKE HELL I WOULD!
I don't know how i feel about him!
Brotherly love? it might be just that
Friendship-ly love? MAYBE
Boyfriend? I DON'T KNOW!

So my friend was talking to him a couple minutes ago...And she told me to go and get on her Bebo..
so i did.........read the messages.....
DAMN! HE WANTS TO PROTECT ME FROM HIS LIFE! he's considered calling me a bitch and a whore so that i won't talk to him anymore..SO THAT I WOULDN'T GET INVOLVED WITH HIS LIFE! okay...i need help..just saying that you guys are still here, supporting me, will be an ENORMOUS help..so PLEASE....please.