Embers

My heart is racing.
The bruises are represent my past.
Even though the pain represents my present.
Will I get a future?
Daddy's Dead.
Mommy's got Danny now.
Mommy's left.
You take a sip. My heart begins to chip. You make a swing.
In a place with no light, there is no control.
Fear the base of my life.
Was I supposed to remember?
Was I supposed to forget?
I see the embers.
What have I done to feel this fret?
In this corner, I lie still
(Don't provoke him.)
In my heart, things are ill.
(Why is there such a sin?)
woahoo
The bruises are my past.
The pain is my present.
Where is my future?
You take a sip. My Heart begins to chip. You make a swing.
(I loose everything)
Was I supposed to remember?
Was I supposed to forget?
I can see the embers.
Now do you regret?
All the years of suffering.
My scars and bruises.
My lies and uses.
All because of YOU.
I see the embers.
I feel the pain.
I don't want to remember.
There's nothing left to loose
But everything to gain.
I see the embers,
I feel the pain.
I don't want to remember.
The sky pours gasoline rain.
The flames consume my air.
Turning my skin to ash.
I see the embers...
I feel the pain...
I don't want to remember.
Let me forget.
Have you no regret?
I don't want to remember.
Oh God, please let me forget.
I can see the embers.
Have you no regret?
You take a sip...My heart begins to Chip...You make a swing...

**Note**
-words- whispered
(words) in background
WORDS screamed