As you guys know, I watch the History Channel a lot [and if ya didn't know b4, now you do]. I have a wide circle of interests and things are always catching my attention. I just like to learn. There are a couple things that I really want to look into and have been interested in for a long time. Unfortunately all I've got is the internet, I'd like to look some things up and ask certain ppl about it, but that ain't gonna happen for a while.
Wikipedia isn't the most reliable source, but it's a start ^____-
oh yeah, I created a new world a lil while ago, but have no idea of what it should be about....
[9.tailed]
I might not get a chance to get back on the comp. tonight, so bye in advance ^___^. The celebrity chat is tonight but I might miss it, hope I don't ;___;.
Cya guyz---.
[9.tailed]
Hey guys, what are gifts?? ?__? Look at your portfolio page, under Comments is Gifts.
I guess this is a new feature??
[9.tailed]
Nite-Scare
It’s the aching of my heart
Keeps me awake at night
In the quiet of the dark
My fears are in plaine sight
The fiends of my mind
Whisper loud in my head.
Will the chills up my spine
Shake me half to death?
Or the madness of my life
Tear me apart instead?
An unstoppable force
Knocks me into a slumber
An unreasonable force
Drags me into a world where
My deepest frustrations reside…
My thoughts are distorted
Looking past the light
Feeling anxious all the time
Running through my life
Thrust into turmoil
Fallen into the dark
I must find my way out
Eyes don’t stray from that spec of light
Crawl out of this hole
But my limbs
I cannot control them
I’m in a hectic situation
Can’t stop these rocks from tumbling
Mind over matter
Help ‘cause I’m struggling
But listen,
It’s not all in my head…
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I wrote this last night while in bed. I had "Disturbia" by Rihanna in my head the whole time [LUVZ ZAT SONG "___">
The poem was writtin different than how I usually write 'em, but hey, I like it. *shrugs*
It's about how some of my dreams or nitescares [I wouldn't call them nitemares, those are the REALLY scary ones O.O] placing me in extremely uncomfortable situations. I won't go into detail of what they are [that'd be me writing a whole novel x___X]. Just things that make me cringe, spaz, or I end up gasping for air in the middle of the nite, all wide-eyed and cold sweat drops on my face. The dreams where I feel lost and not in control of myself. The one's I hate most is when I'm falling into an endless dark hole 'n I feel like I'm dropping down to Hell. I try 'n grap hold of the sides to stop my fall but nothing works out... I eventually wake up. >__>
Okay, that was definitely me rambling ^^;. [sorry!]
The paragraph highlighted in black is totaly unnecessary .___.; You don't have to read it, juss tell me what you think of the poem, which means if you're reading this then you MUST COMMENT plz ^-^
[9.tailed]
I'm so bored ;___;
In the process of making a NANA wallpaper and of course workin on fanart.
that doesn't take away the boredom tho ._____.