So I had to post this just to get something off of my chest, even if I can’t explain the entire situation. Actually, I’m not even that sure if anyone would get it if I did. But I just want to talk a little bit about my feelings from it. Hopefully it will help me to feel a little more at ease. So if anyone chooses to read this, thank you for at least listening to me.

Anyway, the other night I had a really bad experience, and I’m still pretty shook up about it. I’ve been feeling pretty alone since it happened, and it’s made me think back to a few not so good things that have happened with some of those who I thought were my closest friends throughout the years. To be honest about it, I had one best friend in particular for over fifteen years, but she suddenly left me and all of our friends without saying anything except telling us in a not so nice way to go away. We still don’t know why, but it’s always bothered me because I was so close to her. I guess this experience brought a lot of that back to me, even though it’s been a while.

I will say that the experience was something unpleasant with someone who’s made me feel a bit paranoid too. I know they won’t hurt me or anything, at least not physically, but mentally I don’t know. But seriously, if anyone reads this, thanks for taking the time to listen to me let this out a little.