Hello my friends! Just thought I'd check in once again, considering I enjoy doing it here and there and it's nice just to talk. Hopefully it doesn't annoy anyone to listen ^^; I'll say now that this is a bit personal, so I'll give fair warning.

Anyway, I've at least been trying to stay busy, although at times it's been hard in the last few days. I swear if the back of my head and the base doesn't stop hurting so bad, I'm gonna lose it It was so bad the other night that I will admit that I had some very bad thoughts. But I didn't do anything, I swear. I just can't knowing how I'd hurt my friends and family. I can't say that other things in my life have been going much better, but I keep praying for a miracle anyway, so hopefully one comes soon.

And so, I've been trying to keep focusing on my writing and art again. They're at least stuff to help lift my spirits, along with spending time with my kids. Like I said, hopefully things will start looking up too. Either way, it's a good thing to be alive and have friends and family right?

Thanks for reading and being there. I really appreciate all of you and hope you all have an awesome day!