Is this all a hoax?
Am I a plaything to pass your time?
Am I just a joke?
Something to amuse you day or night?
Are my confessions meaningful?
Or is it something you take lightly?
Are my feelings really mutual?
Do you truly care, or think of me nightly?
Or is it all just a game, a trifling thing, one that lasts only briefly...?
Or is it all just for fun, for you,
my feelings...
Forbidden, as they may be,
Keeping you amused,
Revel in the taboo words spoken,
In the end, one of us abused.
Heart breaking, tears falling,
Lungs feeling like they've collapsed.
These forbidden, deep feelings;
Entrenched...
Drowning in its depths.
I truly love you,
Though you're out of my reach.
Think of you as mine,
Lovely and true,
Eyes brightly shine...
However, you belong to him.
So for now, I'll stay distant.
For now, I'll be patient.
For now, I'll be a friend.
