Love is a fickle thing in life. Life is a fickle thing to love. Here, I express what my life brings to me throughout my existence. Glimpses in the grey area are unfolding and offering you a cup of my reality. Welcome to my life.
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SOME INFO
I've actually been a member since 1/13/09
Name: Shayde
Age: 29
Birthday: 3/14/91 (March 14th, 1991)
Sex: Male
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I don't know when my last life update was, nor do I really care to check but im sure its been a little while since I last made one. So, to start things off I have been doing very well in my life, so far. Not a lot is going on when it comes to activities, meeting up with people, and going out. But, I haven't just been lounging in my room for 25 hours a day, 8 days a week,either. X3 I'm fine with this steady pace I have going on.
Depression has been on and off for a while, but it's not as bad as it was the end of last year and the beginning of this year. No suicide attempts for several months now, so let's try to keep it that way. XD the only bad one I had since then was last week where I felt like a 5,000 lbs weight was dropped on my back and I couldn't break out from under it. Luckily, I was on Xbox and in a party with some of my closest friends who were able to help talk me through it and such. I'm glad I have them in my life.
I've been hit on a few times this year and as much as I find it flattering, I'm still not ready for another relationship with anyone new. And no, I'm not clinging on to the past (mostly)... I'm just not looking right now. Plus, I'm still very insecure with the way I look WHICH I'M WORKING ON RIGHT NOW!! >~<;;
Uh, so yesterday I officially got my new car. It's not really new, but it is to me. :3 It's an 08 Honda Accord EX coupe with a V6 manual transmission engine. <333 Plus, its black!!!<33333 I won't jump into specs, since I'm sure you guys aren't car people. XD but I love it. I want to start working on it as soon as possible, but I still need to worry about life and such. Why can't I just won the lottery? TWT
I don't think I'm going to be doing anything for October. If anything I might do two drawings both being Halloween related or so. But, yup! That's pretty much it. I'm just enjoying my life as well as I can right now.
So, I'm discontinuing Sketchtember for this year. My reason is mainly because I've been super busy with work these past several workdays and I haven't really had any time to sit there and draw something. And when I do have the time I'm already exhausted from working. I've also been occupying my time with gaming, but mainly just chilling in parties with friends over Xbox and Playstation and not really playing much. XD if anything I'm more into watching anime or listening to music on spotify. So, yeah. That's kind of what's been going on.
I'm not getting rid of Sketchtember altogether, though. I had a lot of fun doing those drawings and I might make it more into a frequent style. It's a lot easier than to just color in everything and blend and blah. But, for Sketchtember, I'm definitely going to organize it a lot better for next year. Instead of doing one a day I'll make it more of a goal to do like 10 for the whole month, or something like that. Th at way I can attempt to make time to get things completed and not have to worry about running out of time at the end of the day and not be completely satisfied with the outcome.
That's what I'm gonna do. Again, sorry for not being consistent, but I'll strive to do better next September now that I have a better plan for it.
Unfortunately, I'm not going to be able to upload today's Sketchtember sketch. My laptop decided it doesn't want to connect to any bandwidth connection right now. So, tomorrow I'm goikng to see if I can fix the issue and upload it then along with tomorrow's sketch as well. Sorry for the inconvenience.
Also, if you're wondering how I'm putting up this post without a connection, I'm using my phone to make this update.
I'm currently working on a piece for tomorrow's Sketchtember mainly because I don't have a lot of free time tomorrow. Yay being busy~ So, I figured I'd get about half of it done tonight. The character I'm working on is an OC from an RP I used to be in on this site. It was a world RP involving Pokemon gijinkas and it was a lot of fun. Like, I'm not shitting you it was definitely one of the best RPs I have ever been in even while I was RPing on facebook in like 10 groups. xD But I left/got kicked/ I forgot.... No wait, I remember. That's kind of when I started losing inspiration which made me lose motivation and I missed my deadline where I was kicked out. Yeah, the rules there were kind of strict, which was a pain, but completely understandable since the mods wanted it to prosper. Anyways, I decided to jump back into the page after like being gone from it for 5 years or so. It's completely dead. Like it hasn't been updated since mid last year, but I'm not surprised. The majority of this site is dead. There was also A LOT LESS members there since I was in it.
I dunno. I had a lot of great memories being in the group and doing this piece just reminded me of it. Not gonna lie, I do miss RPing in it a little. I remember joining in it when I was 19. Now, I'm 26. It doesn't even feel like it's been that long. Time flies, right?
Alright! Starting today I'm going to create a sketch each day. Unfortunately, because I haven't been approved of being able to upload and show immediately, some art may pop up a day late or two, some may pop up with other art submissions, etc. But I'm going to be dating them in the titles. Let's go!
EDIT: It seems I was approved starting today to being able to upload immediately. Yay~~~~
