Love is a fickle thing in life. Life is a fickle thing to love. Here, I express what my life brings to me throughout my existence. Glimpses in the grey area are unfolding and offering you a cup of my reality. Welcome to my life.
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SOME INFO
I've actually been a member since 1/13/09
Name: Shayde
Age: 29
Birthday: 3/14/91 (March 14th, 1991)
Sex: Male
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So, I was thinking about doing one of those monthly challenge things that people do to challenge themselves where they have to do something everyday of whatever month. Well, I don't draw much like I used to, but I am trying to get back into the routine of frequently drawing. So, I figured why the hell not and sketch something everyday of September. Of course, for me, September starts tomorrow since I live in Central Time in the US. I'll call it......... uuuhhhh Sketchtember or something like that.
Now the reason the title is called "Possibility" is because my laptop decided it doesn't want to recognize my router all of a sudden. Joy.... So, before I can even do this I need to get that figured out. I don't want to upload multiple pictures at once which I feel is going to happen thanks to Theo's approval mechanic.... God I miss being a senior otaku... MAKE ME ONE AGAIN DAMNIT OR AN ETERNAL SINCE I'VE TECHNICALLY BEEN HERE SINCE '09 DX because I would like to show them on that specific day. Not gonna happen... -_-;; I guess I can still date them if that happens, or like upload them in the world? Eh, I'll figure that out. But this is possibly going to be a thing? We'll see~
It will be done digitally mainly because I don't feel like dealing with graphite stains, eraser marks, the process of scanning and etc.
Yeah, its kind of weird to the norm knowing how dangerous and disastrous hurricanes can be, but I really love being in them. I don't know why DON'T FUCKING JUDGE ME >n< I just enjoy them. Maybe because I've played in them growing up as a kid. Living near the Gulf of Mexico, I've had my fair share of tropical storms and hurricanes. ^^; And don't think just because I played in them growing up makes my parents neglectful and uncaring. They kept a watchful eye on me at all times and made sure that it was safe enough to even do. If there were tornados nearby I would be inside away from Windows and ready to take cover.
I have a few friends in Texas right now that are getting hit by Harvey, the category 4 that's currently in Texas. I do hope they're okay, buuuuuut at the same time I'm like super jealous. XD;;;;; I texted my friend's John and Patty to see they're doing okay which, reluctantly, they are. They're just getting a lot of rain mainly. No high winds or tornados, which means they're most likely at the hurricane's outer wall. You definitely do not want to be near the eye. The eye's wall is typically the worst spot you could be at with tornados, very high winds, lightning, literally the works of a hurricane. <3 Maybe I should just be a storm chaser. XD
But yeah. To everyone Texas, stay safe. And go play outside for me!! Jk, don't.
I've been on a Final Fantasy craze for a couple of weeks now mainly because of XIV. It's probably hands down one of the best MMOs I've ever played. But, yeah, that craze though. I even got around to finishing XV and played both DLC episodes. Now I'm just waiting on Ignis' episode to come out, but that's not until December.
So, I was really in the mood to draw something today, but I didn't know what. And one of my friends showed me a screenshot of one of his new characters on XIV and I went "That kind of looks like a moogle!" And then I decided that I wanted to draw a moogle. I don't think I've ever drawn a moogle before this. If I have, I don't remember... But who cares? It's hella fun to draw and the lines came out really cute. I'm not done with it, though. But here's what I have so far!
I know it's been a while since I posted another drawing, but I'm steadily getting back into it. I should have the picture finished by tomorrow afternoon or night depending on if I get around to it. :P
I'm back from Texas, everyone. I actually got back Saturday evening and I still wish I didn't come back. Not that I missed everyone, because I didn't... Jk. Not really. Maybe? Eh, anyways. I just really enjoyed my time out there being with great friends and going to places I haven't been to before. Also, I had like Mexican cuisine everyday xD Like HOME COOKED. The good shit. But I'm white, so I'm just sounding like a retard who is racially confused. xDD But seriously, it's been a good while since I had a good Mexican dish, so I was like really excited for that. I like food, damn it! Let me be happy. >:1 Not to mention, they had some really good sushi shops out there. <3 Like damn I thought the shops here were tasty, they had some pretty tasty sushi and sashimi. Best of all, we didn't go to any bars. I'm sorry, but I'm fucking tired of going to bars as a "getting out" place. That's all my friends here want to do. I'm like seriously sick of fucking not doing anything, but sitting there and drinking. LET'S GO SOMEWHERE ELSE AND BE ACTIVE WHILE WE DRINK! >A<# Sorry, I'm just like ffffffuckkkk. I need new local friends.
I didn't go on college campus, kind of? I dunno. The layout was weird. Like itt was all roads and fields, but apparently it's part of the college, but at the same time not??? @w@;; Make up your mind, College Station! But driving around and seeing all these big houses and such was nice. I got to play DJ a few of the times, so they had to deal with my tastes in genres. >D~ Jk, They listen to the same shit I do. xD Either that, or I introduced them to a couple of new bands. :3
We watched the Castlevania episodes on Netflix and criticized it. That was a fun couple of hours. xD It was anything too bad, for the most part it was really good. There were a couple of spots we just found annoying. The art and animation style was really good and reminded me of Avatar: The Last Airbender a lot. Maybe it's the same animators? I dunno. I just didn't like that the first season was sooooo short. 4 episodes? Come onnnnnn...
Other than losing my dog while I was there, I had a really great time. I did my best not too let my emotions be a burden to my friends and were completely understanding if they were to slip out and such. <3
I've also really gotten into Final Fantasy XIV as of late. It sucks having to pay $15 a month for a subscription, but it's worth it. I love the customization aspect of the game so much. <33333 I'm currently working on a picture of one of my newer characters, so expect that shit.
That's about it, though. So, yeah. Bye!
I wrote this on Facebook and I felt it could be shared here, as well.
Last night, my dad called me telling me that our dog, T-Boy, had another seizure. Today, he's bringing him in to be put down. I would've tagged along, but I'm currently in Texas with a couple of great friends of mine. I'm doing my best to keep my composure and I've mentally accepted the fact that he wasn't going to make it any longer than this year. But, seeing how he's been in my life for over 15 years and has been a personal best friend ever since I was little, it's being hard to mentally come to terms so easily. I'm not going to cry over it and it's nothing about pride or any of that stupid shit people like to say. As much as I want to, I have no reason to cry about it anymore. It was bound to happen, sooner or later, and that's the truth. Yeah, I'm going to miss him dearly, but right now I'm just holding on to the memories I have made with him and enjoying those. I gave it a good thinking over and in the end putting him down was probably the better option. At least it'll end his and our own personal sufferings. It isn't fair that such a good dog has to have a fate like this, but it's for the best for all parties.
