My relationship is probably ruined now. My girlfriend's mad at me. Thanks to one of my damn ex girlfriends. I don't think it's going to get any better now... Thanks, Ex. Thank you so much. Just when I had everything situated you had to come in and start shit. I literally just wanna curl up in a ball and suffocate in a large plastic bag right now. I might be gone for a bit. I can't take anymore of this. I really can't. No, I'm not going to go kill myself, but I really just don't wanna be here anymore. I can't stop crying. For all I know I might not be going any wheres this summer thanks to this. Time for some music to drown this out, for now.

Later.