Why does it always have to get worse when things get better? It's happened every time on my part especially when it's an accident... It's like I honestly don't even mean to and I truly don't, but somehow, whatever the cause is decides to bite me in the ass and make people not trust me is dislike me... Like today.

A person I've known for a while and myself have been fighting on and off for some time now and it's progressively been getting better for a little while. Unfortunately, I had left something up last night and I totally forgot about it. And then I bring them into it, not knowing that it was there and they get super pissed at me... And I try telling them it was an accident and I honestly meant it that it was an accident, but they don't believe me and I lose their trust... The only thing i truly regret was making a joke about it, because we were having such a good and I didn't want it to be ruined...

I really don't know what to do. I mean if it was on purpose I would know what to do, but this really was an accident and I typically don't do things on purpose to people, unless I really dislike them. So, I'm just lost... I really don't know how to fix an unintended accident... And it's worrying me to all hell... *sigh* I wish I knew what to do... :(