I woke up with the biggest knot in my stomach. Yesterday?... fuck yesterday... I feel so numb right now, so empty, so emotionless... I wouldn't care if someone had a gun to my head. I would implore them to pull the fucking trigger... I read that post over and over and over last night... All that fucking hate... and for what? Just changing like I promised I would? What's the point then? Fuck this world... fuck this piece of tainted shit scrub world I live inside of. Reality is such a fucking bother.... end it.