I hate this... fucking I wish I could rip my heart out and feed it to my dogs. Fuck feelings, man! Fuck emotions! I hate this! And I can't do anything about it! Everything is going wrong and getting worse. I hate hearing things and I hate seeing things and feeling things. I hate this... and I can't stop crying tonight.... FUCK THIS!.... it isn't fair... it isn't fucking fair................ I just want this to stop...... it isn't fair.... I can't take it...... burn my heart! Burn it, stab it, crush it, I don't care.... I can't hold it anymore..... I can't hold it........