Warning: just a dash of salt has been placed on this meat
Just got back from my friend's party. It's currently 3:53AM and yes, I know where my pants are. Also, I'm hella drunk. XD Yeah, driving home was more of a challenge than usual when I'm intoxicated. My focus was like as if fucking I could see into your soul or some shit. XD but I'm alive, unfortunately. Just kidding XD not really~ FUCK this life~~~ *probably wouldn't care if I got in a wreck. Still hung up on shit but fuck you my life I do what I want*
Anyways! The party wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. There were a lot of people there and I got to meet some new faces, but yeah. There were people there I haven't seen in a few months that I used to see on a more regular basis. But yeah, I got a lot of hugs and a couple of kisses from mah gay buddies~~~ Like seriously I was really missed like holy shit dude. I know~ I know~ I'm pretty fucking amazing XD just kidding I'm a pathetic sack of shit that can't wait to die or something. I know right? Self esteem is an all time low~~~
I got to play bartender with my friend Matt. We were cooking up a storm at the bar >:3 EVERYONE IS GETTING DRUNK TONIGHT BITCHES!!! WOO!!! I make some mean shit when I'm behind the counter XD but yeah! Matt was just really want to make Irish Coffees and Spiked Hot Chocolate and I'm here mixing everything with everything, but it was fun. God damn did I have quite a lot of alcohol. I dunno I felt I needed it. Have enough stress going on as is, but whatevs.
A couple of my friends were asking me how I've been after he whole break up. I seriously thought that shit was over with with everyone here, but I guess not. Of course, I'm not going to tell them the truth, so I just lied and said I was doing great! :D because that's what people wanna hear! :D Fuck you! XD As if it never phases me anymore! Fucking I had something beautiful and hard to find and now it's gone! How do you fucking think I'm gonna feel? Yeah! Eat a dick! :3 but seriously, I just told them that I was doing better and that I just don't want to talk about it and enjoy the fun.
Fun was fun. We played beer pong, drunk Mario Kart, Halo, sat by an open fire, exchanged gifts (I didn't bring one so I was excluded on that which is fine), had smores, and mingled a lot. I cut my thumb open, too! :D Blood was everywhere~~ I did it with a knife :3 it was by accident though XD I was trying to open a present for my friend because he couldn't and the knife slipped through the packaging and sliced my thumb wide open. I can still feel it pulsate :D ba-bumb~ ba-bumb~ x3
Music! Lots and lots of music. Lots and lots of talk about music. Lots and lots of playing instruments with music! MUSIC!!!! MOTHERFUCKING MUSIC EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!! *hides in the corner from the music* so much music. ;3; nah, it wasn't that bad. XD but a lot of music was involved and I got to show off some more bands people didn't know about and yeah that was fun. There were several songs I had to skip over because they would bring up memories and I'm just like "nuh uh. Don't need that shit right now, phone. Fuck off with your feels you bag of dick tips"
So, yup! I get to wake up to another party pretty much and I'll most likely have a hangover! What fun!!! :D I'm off to bed now because fuck this shit! *flips off everything while going to sleep*
