What sad is I loved her for her. And seeing how she sees it as an insult instead of a compliment is pretty harsh. I'm not racist, you know, but if you're going to say that you're a lunatic and have a crazy Mexican family to me, then you shouldn't have the right to get pissed over something like that. YOU deliberately TOLD ME that you can be crazy and that Mexican families can be crazy, oh but if I say something, it's wrong. You know what's fucking sad, dude? I let you get away with SO MUCH NAMECALLING toward me throughout the years. SO MUCH. Mayonnaise bitch, pasty ass bitch, white boy, SO MUCH, and you get pissed at me for practically complimenting you for helping me break out of my shell??? Really?! Wow dude. The way I see it now, you just want to find some stupid excuse to dislike me even more. Calling me a racist, whatever dude. You're probably a lot more racist than I have ever been. I have apologized before if I have EVER OFFENDED YOU because I knew I was in the wrong. But wow, you get so buttfucking hurt over a damn compliment about things YOU have told me. Whatever, dude. Excuse me for fucking complimenting the fact you helped me out, but you know what? Look at it however you want because I can give less of a shit now.
It's funny how you want me out of your life, but you're practically stalking my posts. I never wanted you out of my life, but hey. You got something to say? Go ahead. You always call yourself a lunatic and I always backed that up as a compliment. You always said Mexicans can be crazy? I always agreed with you because I will admit that you were a lot more hardcore than I ever was. But did I ever see that as a racial jab? You being Mexican? No. Because I didn't care that you were. I loved you for you. If I was really a racist fuck, then I wouldn't have dated you, I would have slandered you a lot and I would wish so much shit on you. But I never did because I didn't care. So fuck off with your fucking racist shit towards me. Because I'm not being racist. You just chose to see it that way.
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And you've dated me for 4+ years. You even told me I'm not a racial person. You should know me. You said you knew me more than I knew myself. But here you are. Trying to find the smallest thing that I say and blow it up out of proportion. You know who does that? The media. You wanna be like the media, go for it. You have an audience of 200+ people to feed your news to that barely knew who I am or was. So, why not tell them bullshit. Go ahead and deface me. What the fuck ever, dude. Go ahead and lie about me being racist when you know I'm not. Again, you obviously know more about me than I do. You dated me for 4+ years so you should know the in and out of me more than I do myself. Go ahead and tell your audience "the truth". I may have been an asshole, but I was NEVER an intentional racist towards you. Wanna take a compliment and make it seem like I'm being racist? Go for it. Let's deface me because I'm such a horrible fucking person. Go on and nitpick through all the posts I have ever put up and place fire upon my head. I may have loved you, but at least I'm not fucking slandering you. And if you see this as slandering knowing that you call yourself a lunatic, a Mexican lunatic, the only lunatic, or whatever you wanna title yourself as and me seeing it as a play name pretty much (because I never saw it as an offensive racial ting before), then you have a serious problem. so, again, go on and tell the world how big of a racist I really am.
