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Sometimes, I really wish I could forget her. Just act as if I was single this whole time, you know? Maybe it'd have been easier if we didn't get together. At least we could've stayed pretty cool friends. But as far as I'm aware she's already dating someone else. Someone a little more "like her". Eh, wouldn't know since she doesn't talk to me~~ but whatever. It's not my place to know. As if I really care anymore. *shrugs* I'm just tired of hearing all this shit about it whether it's true or not. How should I know? It was a troll thing anyways. That's what I was told. There, people. It started out as a troll thing. Don't know if it became official or not, but seriously. It's made me pretty numb to the point where I'm going to stab a throat or two and not feel any remorse. Leave me the fuck alone about this shit, please. Im getting tired of it all. It's really making me regret everything that happened between us, so shut the fuck up and let me enjoy at least the good parts, yeah? Fuck...

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