I just reported and blocked one of my old friends on here for getting too nosy and pushy about my ex and me. I'm not playing anymore about this, guys. Usually I am very nice about things in particular to what's been going on, but it's getting to be too much. Yes, I complain and reminisce and convey how I feel a lot on here, but that's a lot more for me than it is for you guys to read.

Yes, I still miss her! Yes, I still have some feelings for her! Am I going to get better? Most likely! But right now, if I complain, if I bring anything up, if I feel down and express it, does not give you the right to bother me about it, especially when I've specifically said before, DO NOT BOTHER ME ABOUT THE SITUATION. These posts are FOR ME. I'm not changing how I cope, I'm not changing how I expressively hate myself, I'm not changing anything. So stop bothering me with the posts, stop bothering me with the relationship. If anything I would like for us to talk again, but if this keeps up, that's most likely not ever going to happen. So chill out with the messages. Asking me how I'm doing is fine. Asking how I'm doing about the relationship is fine. Pressuring me into trying to do something, or attempting to intimidate me is not fine. Lowering my self-esteem even more than what it is, is not fucking fine.

You're lucky you're messing with me and not her. If anything, in probably the more nicer one out of the two of us when it comes to this shit. And if you are messing with her, you need to stop. Not only because it is wrong, but because she will find you and kick your ass. No joke.

I'm just trying to make my life better right now, ok? I'm trying to live on, and these accusations, these pressuring messages, this intimidation, is not helping me. And I'm not leaving the site because of all that's happening. But I'm about to be on a more "no fucks given" level.