Sorry for the image, but I like to portray how I feel within these images. Like right now I feel like killing myself. I'm just so damn miserable all the time. I feel like half of me is gone after that day. And it feels severely empty... especially the car rides. God I fucking hate the car rides... they're so silent... it's not fun singing by yourself... especially songs you would both sing. I miss the wackiness that went back-and-forth. I miss the fun times, like going out and doing things or staying home and doing things there. I really miss going to the park and throwing a ball to each other. I really just HER. It just really sucks because we promised each other we would better ourselves for each other and ourselves. Unfortunately, during her time away I just had to get jealous. I admit it, I got super jealous which isn't like me to be that. Not like it matters now, she's most likely dating somebody else for me to even come close to thinking that maybe one day something may change. I've grown a lot more mature over these past several months, but it's not like she'll see that now...
Heh... I told you guys this happiness would only last so long...
Said I'm okay, but I know how to lie
You were all that I had
You were delicate and hard to find
Got lost in the back of my mind
And I could never get back
No, I never got back
