so its been forever since I've been here I've been busy with my love life and a friend whos been helping me with him. I know you want to hear all about it so I'll tell you all about it!!! So I have been having a crush on this guy for a year but due to some difficulties we couldnt get together.So one night I saw him and his friends talking and decided to join in cuz my friend Abiel was in there too. while we are all talking and having fun, Hanan (my crush) kept on staring at me and when I would look he would smile so innocently and super cute and I'd blush which would make him blush and just smile even bigger and turn away!!! He's just super cute and after that day we would always talk all the time and once he tried to talking to me alone but he got a little nervous and called Abiel over to join the conversation. But the deal is that Abiel is super mean and loves to tease us saying ridiculous things which made us just feel really awkward and embarrased, but tragedy soon struck Hanan stopped talking to me all of a sudden and wouldnt even look at me at all!! That got me really depressed and I just got angry and thought to myself "Well if he doesnt want to talk to me then I dont either) well after that we never talked to each other again!! and I will never know why he won't talk to me the end!!